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nothing really happened today

i've been hanging at moms all day and surfing the web

i'm so damn bored.

i don't want to go to school on monday i want to stay here and sleep



i'm really sleepy now so i gues i'll go now

Raven

i went over to aprils house thursday and we hung out and watched movies and...um stuff

i have fun when i'm with her...she makes me happy and i love her so much



something happened the other day though and i'm not sure if it's one of my new powers or if i'm losing my damn mind......i was walking through the school and the girl bumped into me and suddenly i felt so much pain and anger but it wasn't mine ....it was her's .....then later at lunch when april touched me i felt it again...hers was differnt though...i felt confusion and mixed emotions inside her



when i came to she asked me what was wrong ....i had been sitten there with my eyes closed like i had been hit or something and i didn't even realize it.....it's like when i feel someone elses feelings i flip into another reality and i'm not aware of it ...i'm so focused on the others pain

ever since i lost one of my powers things have been really crazy lately



raven

i found this new web site to join....it's called gonegothic.com

it's awsome i've met some cool people on there...but for some reason i feel that i don't fit in there....i never have fit anywhere...no matter where i was...

*sigh*



Raven

i went with amy today to help her move into her arpartment....today todd came by moms and was waiting there for us when we pulled up.....he took christan ...when i got out of the van today he didn't even look at me...what a pussy i hate that fuckers guts and hope he dies......carrie, a friend of mine and amys came over and helped her unpack...it was cool at the end of the day we all kicked back and drink a few beers...well it was more than a few for me.. but it's ok we all laughed and had a ball....first time we laughed like that in a long time....when we left i could see the sadness in her eyes...i miss her already and i worry about her...i hope she's ok



i've been thinking lately...my brother and sister have gotten divorced and wondered if this same fate is bound to happened to me...if i will end up broken hearted with a child left to raise it by myslef...sometimes i think to myslef there's no worst place than this planet it's horrible here



is this my fate?



Raven

i'm happy...april ask me out today and i said yes of course.....last night we went to the movies in union and saw under world evolution....it was fucking awsome.....i kissed her there...we had fun after the movies we went to mc donalds and ate...i'm so damn happy she asked me out....my heart was skipping during fourth period today i couldn't sit still ....i've been thinking of her all day..........so happy!!!



Raven