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take your last glance as i rip my wirst to shreds and when i'm gone the only memoray that remains is a vision of beauty in your head with that picture is an emotion that i've bled so all these thanks to u for never being there for me and only watching while i thought this through

i hurt myself today...i did it when i thought of u

i cut myslef and wondered what u might do

i cried myself to sleep last night

i asked myself if i wanted to live but i only want to die

i tried to stop myself with all my might

but i could only cry

i cocked the gun and put it to my head

one last memoriey of you

bang ...with one last breathe i'm dead

I keep standing and staring at myself in the mirror as if at any moment i might see something that wasn't there before.

some sign of life or maybe an answer

this truth i seek does not exsist

why if i know this do i still send myself lost,drowding in my own thoughts stuck in front of my reflection?

seeking the means to an end that will never come

rest does not grace me here for this quest is endless

it has no end,no begging , not even a clear point of transition.

someone is standing on my chest i've been having trouble breathing for a while now

not even a trace of myself remains visible to the outside world except fro a glimmer that passes slowly across my face when my eyes are brightned by the sight of her

she is the only thing that can betray the mask that i have created





Raven