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okay so much drama in the past few days

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it statred out with my friend telling me that this guy named joe liked me okay i was like cool i havent had anyone for about 2 months so awsome but the bad thing was that he is black and my dad would not only kill me but him anyways umm yeah umm on the way home i saw a friend from last year(chad) we talked and the subject of bf's and gf's and he told me he liked me and that he wanted to go out with me i gave him my number and a week later still hasnt called then the next day i was at lunch and i was with my ex just hanging out and we ended up kissinng now i was already confused about joe and chad and now throwing in my ex just totally screwed it up well last night my ex and i were talking on the phone and he said that he would come to my house and knock on my window and everything i didnt believe him but he did at 10 30 he knocks on my window and we stand there and we talk for like ten minutes and then for like another 30 minutes stood through my open window and made out at first i would pull away and all then he told me how much he missed me and how he wanted to be with me i think i was just so in to the whole thing that i got swept off my feet and we totally went after each other well today when i seen him it was as if nothing ever happened i mean yeah we talked and all but god it was so not what i expected i dont know i would have totally forgot about the other guys for him i mean he is sweet funny smart and so much more and did i meantion he is OMG FUCKING HOTT but i dont want to have a part time boyfriend i want him to love me in front of the world not in the shadows so i need to talk to him i mean i can talk to him about everything but when it comes to this i dont know why i cant it just doesnt work maybe i should listen to what my friend said and not go out with any of them but im so tired of being single i dont know maybe i can live with it like that but shit i got mad over what happened today i dont think it will work maybe tomorrow will be better i hope so