Ok to all those who dont no already My life is going to shit and I am seriuosly thinkin of movin far away from my family. I am sick of them all tryin to run my life but on the plus side I may have a job at walmart in Indy so i am thinkin of findin a place here and away from caney. Because we all no that caney fuckin suxz and for bein a small ass town it has way too much fuckin drama.
Well i was on the phone for like 2 hours with my mom and we were talkin bout the ppl tryin to run my life. I was talkin to my 22 year old cuzin and he was tellin me that i dont put my daughter first in my life. Which is completely wrong. My duaghter is my world and the most important thing in my life. My dad is worst one always tellin me that i need to sign my rights over to him cuz he can provide for her better than i can. But wat he fails to see is that just cuz i had her at 16 doesent mean i am not able to take care of her. I am 21 years old and i am doin the best i can at my age. Does anyone think it wrong of me to be mad at them? I cant give my daughter away like a piece of meat. She is my child! They think sinece i am with Michael that i will not take care of her but that is not true. Michael takes better care of her than her own dad does which is very sad. He has 4 kids and cant take care of one.When i ask him for money he always tells me he dont have none. Everything in my life is going to shit and the only things not are my daughter and my bf. Anyways let me no wat yall think!!
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What makes your cousin and Dad think your short changing your daughter ?
If they really do think you need help, it's a shame they don't offer it instead of saying such things to you.
We who read your journal have no idea if your a good Mother or not, only you and your daughter know that.
Being a parent is a hard job at any age, I wish you well.
Wat is new with everyone? The same old stuff here. Only I am at my boyfriends house bein bored. I am very tired but cannot go to sleep till my daughter does. I have added new pics to my portfolio and have updated my profile. So everyone stop by and check it out and let me no wat ya think!
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