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slaves to society
19:03 Jul 07 2006
Times Read: 543

why are we all slaves to this rotten society why us death isnt the only thing that runs us why are we slave to white and black men why do we suffer the pain uf the world why not have them switch places for them to feel the pain of not being loved or not being hated your just invisible nobody to reli on except your own kind why are we slaves there are mor of us and fewer of them we need to escape the slavery of this world.

heart of sorrow
00:18 Jul 07 2006
Times Read: 546

i live in sorrow what do i do im stressed because im depressed i hate this life my heart is nothing but a pit of sorrowful memories i want them out i dont want this pain come take it it feels like death my vains freeze up my head drops my heart and soul stop my soul is full of death and sorrow someone come take me away from the pain this heart is mine but i dont want it its makes me depresed all of the time whats the point in living if you cant fall in love or ever be happy someone come take me away from this reched place i haTE IT TO MUCH sorrow and hatred in this world please end my pain get a gun and pull the trigger

why me
23:13 Jul 06 2006
Times Read: 550

why me why does the sun not shine in my life why does the darkness always run me why me why was am i always so depressed i hate life it gives me hell hell is all i get no love no hate im ignored everybody hates me why must i live like this i need out of this crued life death creeps closer and closer as i speak the words why me i want to die so why not keep saying it no reason to live why me that everyone hates me why me that im filled with darkness why me that i creep in the shadows why me ..........

when will it end
19:31 Jul 06 2006
Times Read: 555

i wish for death i wish for dreams i wish hopes i wish for the world to kiss my ass i want death to rome the world nobody would feel pain over a lost loved one you would forever rome this god forsaken world sometimes death is the best thing to happen this world is nothing but a project under gods command to see who will survive in the world who would kill or would coomit suicide were nothing but insects under his microscope he hates us all lukely im a different religion im pagan i have different gods and goddess's but i say what some people say but i think this is true for we are all insects to him move to pagan fill your life with real magik control your own life with the help of nature and gods and goddesse's will it ever end the pain the suffering the torment i wish for it to leave me be

do i die as a shadow or a normal man
18:49 Jul 06 2006
Times Read: 561

do i really want to die a shadow or should i become normal these are the questions i as myself i think as my other half acts on it i fight with my other half and people thinks im mentally ill well duh im not i just have to personalitys in my head i just choose the more dark one because iv turned to christ for help with my depression now im a pagan and im a darker soul with nothing but a shadow as my heart so do i die a shadow or a normal person i have an endless desire por pain and an endless pain in me that wont go AWAY kill me please i say aloud. i cant become normal because im not normal im a tormented soul who romes forever through eternity never to rest so i guess the answer to that very odd question of mine i shall die a shadow for even though i die my shadow lives on tormenting me untill hell rises and takes the world

is to day gonna be suicide
09:42 Jul 06 2006
Times Read: 571

siting thinking of how my life shall end all of this pain inside one is suicide two is suicide three is suicide its the fastest way out but why should i kill my life when i can chat with people like me and learn to write my pain away but the shadows of my soul want me out of this world i think everyday shall i dye today or tomorrow als i know is that the pain is driving me insane so i wander is to day finally gonna be the end of my life

heart of a shadow
08:31 Jul 06 2006
Times Read: 574

some people say my heart is nothing but a shadow of death and theyre right i cant hel i was born into death every second of the day is death or mureder or suicide i cant take it so i join the shadows to avoid the death of all i lurk the shadows to be free from being hurt by love my is nothing but a black shadow of death i was born with nothing but pain and fear of death i forever live as a shadow

dying heart
08:28 Jul 06 2006
Times Read: 576






my heart is dying from the lack of exposure to the world the more i lurk in the shadows the more it fades away i cant leave the shadows cause i dont like being judged the shadows blocks the veiw of my face and i am never seen in person if im not walking the srteets in the shadows im at home hiding from the hated world we know today im not scared i just cant face it im a child of the darkness and forever shall lurk in the shadows of death but only to know my heart faded completely know i live as a heartless freak of the night