If only you knew
how I feel inside.
The fears I suffer from,
the ones I can't hide.
If only you knew
how much you put me through.
But I know now that I shouldn't blame you.
If only I could escape the memory.
If only you knew
the mistakes I've made.
The life and happiness
that you taught me to hate.
If only you knew
how much I care about you.
Which isn't allowed,
you've proven that true.
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