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The clock ticks not knowing that I'm still alive

I am cold, but alive and breathing, yes

But the seconds are too long,

the hours are too short

to spend in an eternity of wandering

of never finding the comfort of belonging

of never knowing what it's like

under the light of day

And can I even call this life?

when everyday I'm just pretending

to be awake, to be alive



The clock ticks, but this time knowing far too well

the monotony of it's being

sympathizing with me,

the seconds now, are short

the hours long enough

for me to spend the night

pretending, this time...to be asleep.

Safe in the darkness, I lie still

Time lost breeds agony within my heart

Oh the error of my ways

Have come back to haunt me

Mercilessly breaking my soul to pieces

I am not whole anymore,

will I ever be?



Am I safe here in the dark.

Where no one can see me

Where I can hide my tears, my broken soul?

Where I can shield myself from their laughters

from their mocking glances

that murders my heart everytime.



Here in the Dark will I be redeemed?

will I find a place of Solace?

Will the Darkness forgive my Angst

And grant me a Shadow to call my own

Such prayers come from a fool

A fool who longs to belong!