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She says she cares



She says shed be here for me



I believed her



and trusted her



As my mind fades and sways



My soul darkens and burns



I see her in the distances laughing



Smileing at what i knew would come



Her love for me was fake as i sat here in my doom



My love for her was true but unseen by human eyes



Is it my fault for thinking she felt the same



Or not takeing the chance when i shoulh have



Or stabing myself in the heart by making a false image of her



My tears fell



My wounds reopened



My soul damaged



My fears awakened



And im left alone



In the darkness of what was once true



Broken promises and dreams



Shards of reality



To be boken by one sight



One last tear



As i throw all feelings away



and swear never to return



As i lock myself shut



im this hollow shell of mine



To forever think of the day



As she walks away.



For the one i loved and lost the ones i hurt and angered and i ones i care for so much JT.

With my life gone and heart destroyed i end up thinking of you.



You cause me to believe that this minght be true.



But then you turned and walked away into his arms.



I couldnt look breathe of speak from the actions you took.



You riped out my heart and with one last look.



I shighed and criedfor i knew it was done.



i could santd for you to be in my site i felt used.



i was used as a tool in yor twisted games for fun.



while i truely cared and wanted you all u did was abuse.



i cant stand your voice or your smile.



as i know itll stay with me for awhile.



as i slowly die witout you at my side.



i can no longer hide what i once was scared to say.



I love you but got little in return.



so i fought back and wish you would have learnd,



but you kept on walk to others in site.



as i would finally give up for i mean nothing to you.



with thsi goodbye i can finally say with what you did i have learned to hate you.



knowing you live is as bad as dieing myself.



just leave and forget me like ill do for and move on like always.



sorry for the wait on truth.



but i cant stand to be by you.



so end the games and walk away.



or ill finish what you started and you be put in your place.



i hope u slowly die



from my finally, slow, lasting goodbye.

im fallin fast

my breath is short

i cant grasp

what i felt was so sure



the treas are dry

my anger dead

im about to die

and i cant remember what you said



i see the light

but i step away

ive lost my sight

itll end today



my love is gone

my soul nomore

i hear our song

but im still so sore



as i fade

im only a dream

i wish this pain would go away

for im wraped in ur schem



i know the truth

that u try to ingore

i see my fate

at your door



my vision clouded

my feelings out of control

i cant believe i trusted you

you was i so bold



i though u could save me

from the darkness

but you pushed me in

and i say my final farewell



i hope you cry

and feel so hurt

cause you caused me to die

on this patch of dirt



on the news ill be

for all to see

all i truely wanted was you to be close

but you didnt care about how i felt



i finally see

that this was ment to be

but you wanted to long

now im far beyond gone



with these final words

i call to you

and i wish you would say

"it was all true"



but i know youve left

without a word

so i say goodbye

and leave you in peace



just remember that i cared

and that when i need you the most

i look far and wide

but you were nowhere



i hope his arms are better then mine

and that you pain will heal over time....