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it's 1:00 A.M. again and i just woke up from yet another dream in a cold sweat.They've been happening for a week now, each one seems like it's getting more and more realistic......that man....i wonder who he is. he seeps into my dreams every night taking place of my fiance while making love and i dont even have a name or anything for him... just as well, i really dont mind not knowing the name of some imagenary man thats ends up sucking me dry of my blood after a very hot sex session that i have in my dreams.well i cant get back to sleep know i guess i could get dressed....lord knows it takes three hours to do. "Man i look like hell." i say out loud as i take a look into my bathroom mirorr. Awww the mind numbing ritual known as the daily routine how i louth it. it's so dull , you get up, brush your teeth til you at least detect no more morning breath, then its a hop into the shower where you pretty much spend ten minutes staring at the wall actually thats just me i have no idea how others spend their shower time but any ways after shower its nothing two hours of flatting hair so people think its naturally that way, making sure your foundation is ok and blend a crap load of eyeshadow. All this just to go out side not even for forty minutes sometimes. I take one last look at myself before i go out. noticing the blue in my medium length hair is starting to turn sewer green, realizing how light my brown eyes apper with all my black eye make up and my pale skin. "oh well this is as good as its going to get.Now where the hell is my leather coat?" i always talk to myself at home, i'm the only one there .even though i am engaged to a wonderful man he is still living at home to help his mother.....deven....my sweet deven. I try not to think about him and our current situation too much, it kind of uppsets me and you cant seem too uppset or vunerable when you live in the city..thats just an easy way to let people walk all over you. " What the?...Why was my coat in the stove???" I swear every time i turn around it seems like somethings been moved. i dont know if its me going crazy or im just sleep walking or whatever, but something doesnt seem right to me...i've felt like that alot lately...It's probably nothing i'll just shake it off like i always do besides i have to go to the market before i go to work at twelve....