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first off this is not a poem and it is not a song....it is me letting out all the things that i feel for the person that im in love with. I look in his eyes i can tell he cares; he is there for me when he even just holds my hand i can feel something there....i go to bed at night and he is the last person i think of; i wake up and he's the first. We both fell in love with eachother in such a short time that i times i wonder if he's even real and i think to myself " if this is a dream i never want to wake up." the thing that is scary is that i've felt heartache before i could handle it one more time if he ever wants to let me go,what would kill me the most is if i hurt him in any way. that is when i would beat myself up the most....i dont know what i did right so i could have him in my life, but i am so glad i did that. i know im not the most perfect person in the world but i'm diffrent now and there is no way in hell im a going to fuck this up this time...it may seem like im a sap or that im emo for saying all this, so for all of you that think that... fuck off! you cant make me feel bad about loving someone