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^About Myself^
16:20 Sep 29 2005
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hello to those who are reading my journal.....



I'm going to write a bit more about myself and about my character since now i seem to be intergrating more with you users on vampire rave. Thank you to all of you who found me interesting enough to message me and make friends with me.



On vampire rave i may seem quiet outgoing but in reality, when face to face with persons i'm not that outgoing and don't talk much. Don't ask me why cause i don't know the answer...i just can't help it! The most things i hate are lies, people who are extremely proud of themselves, rap/rappers and matches....yes matches, so don't worry, your eyesight is still good. Seeing matches/a box of them disgustes me and their smell even more!



I'm just another 16 year old who didn't yet find a reason for her life except the curiosity of what will happen in the future. I know that because of this i'm more prone to suicide attempts but...what can i do?? I tried more than once to find a reason for my living but without succeding :( I think that the only 2 things which may help me to keep away from suicide are the curiosty about the future and the pain i would cause to some people who are special to me. Like many others, i passed from times which were really hard but now i'm feeling far much better and this thanks to some special people who helped me and make me feel really fortunate to have them around me....whoever these persons are, i think they know i'm talking about them so...THANK YOU!!!



Music is really special for me as most of the time it helps me to release what i'm feeling. I listen to hardrock, gothic music, heavy metal, speed/trash metal, and a bit of power metal and black metal. I love things which have something to do with demons/vampires, witchcraft and anything which is dark or gothic.



That's all for now...maybe i will do some updates every now and than...don't know yet. Anyone who wishes to talk to me please don't hasitate to do so....



byees :)