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As we grow, as a single person or in a relationship, we have to understand how or why we have come to be the people that we are. Our pasts and our enviorments have shaped us, be it for the good or bad changing us into who we are now.We have the ability to change who we will be in the future, but only by understanding the past. This is the type of understanding that we are going through right now.

Talking and sharing about our pasts and really listening, has been giving us a new light on why we react to things the way we do. This will help our relationship....it is helping our relationship. It will become what we want, a loving, committed, trusting bond that everyone wants with their mate.

Through all of this I have a few hopes and dreams......when the lying stops and we can start loving and the healing begins, I hope to be able to sit and enjoy each others company. I hope that at the end of the day when all is calm, there is time for reflection. I dream of peace and quiet. And of solitude. It would be so nice.....

Why does EVERYONE have to lie? I am have grown tired of lies. Lies and deciete are so common place now you have to be wery of them all the time. I am working on thinning out all the lies in my life and trying desperately to hold onto the one I love. It is very difficult to say the least. I may not have alot of friends,and I may not have a prestigeous life,but I am someone who is to be trusted, someone who is dedicated to all that I care about, and all I want is someone I can trust. Someone who can say to themselves and the world, " I am a trust worthy person" and feel good about that. Not someone who swears that they are not lying,but IS lying to not only themselves but to the very one they swore it to,..............the one they love.

Most people want to be with someone, especially in a relationship, but what do you do when you love the one your with, would die for them, and they would rather just keep their distance from you whenever they can?

I am trying to keep from falling apart, and keep my life from falling apart too. How much can you give to make someone happy before you yourself are then unhappy?. Does it need to be this way all the time? I am trying to fix this problem. I just don't know if I can do it.