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I close my eyes to go to sleep at night

I hold onto my pillow tight

I find myself in dreadful pain

when I am screaming out your name

But through it all you cannot feel my pain



I don't need no fucking pshyco

I don't need no god damn pills

just one more thing that I could mention

but I think that I'll just keep my lips silled



I'm closing down, shutting down

locking the doors, make me drown

closing my eyes to shut out the pain

lock me down from going insane

Keeping my heart hidden behind all of my tears

Holding back and shutting out my fears



I find that maybe if I avoid your eyes

I will stop to cry

without the truth beaming through

I cannot find your next move



I died...

I cried...

I tried...

#I DONT WANT TO# WHY CANT YOU JUST LEAVE ME TO DIE# QUIT MESSING WITH MY HEAD# NO MORE FOOLISH GAMES# I'LL JUST KEEP GOING UNDER# THERES NO SAVING ME NOW# SO JUST LET ME GO!!



I died...

I cried...

I tried...

again



I close my eyes when I go to sleep....