she called out to the gods
why,why,why was her life
so complicated
she saw no sense in living
sometimes she wished she was just dead
her dreams her ambitions now seemed
so far away
another heartbreak,it pained
more than the last one
she didnt see it she hadn't anticipated it
she thought all was perfect
now she didnt want to believe it
though it was real and fresh
but how,how did it happen
she thought she had done everything right
even more than right
she was uncertain on whom to blame it on
she put in all she could
sacrificed all she would
but still he left her
shoved it on her face
drove it down her heart
like the sharp edge of a spartan spear
she lay now all by herself
deep in her thoughts
she was still too young she thought
to young to have this
what does the future hold
how was she to face it
she knew it can be worse than this
she knew she had no lineage
it even made her situation more worse
she curls up in a corner all by herself
she looks around non seemed to care that much
she gets scared to think to think of her future....
damn it the sun,it burned.its rays trying with all their might
pushing and peeping through the small holes,i wandered why
why i stayed out for so long,was it the lust,was it the anger
i weighed the options deeply within my head.yes it must be
yes it must be the lust,the feeling that comes from deep within
the realms of your heart as the yearning grows wild and uncontrollable
my heart?yes my heart it yearned and begged for blood,human blood
the last minutes struggle as the victims body went numb,the last breath
the feeling of warmth leaving the victims body,the sudden rush of warm
fresh human blood entering my dead veins the feeling of being human again
as gulps of your victims blood rush down my throat yes,satisfaction?
no the feeling only lust for a few minutes then!!!!!!!!
then again maybe it was the anger,the thirst for revenge
yes the rage that burnt deep down,boiling deep down
creating turmoils,commotions and finally an eruption.an eruption so
strong,swift,vital and deadly.an eruption that can only be calmed down
by the sight of the ones you hate sprawled and cold on the floor,
dead,murdered in cold blood.fear still showing deep
in their wide open agonized eyes,implicating what they must have passed
through before their horrible death,satisfactory?
no the heart will never be,till all the humans are destroyed
yes destroyed!!!!!!
"now i lay trying to find shade
and hide away from them
and the damned sun
when night befalls
my reign awaits"
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