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i feel so weird bout the fact that my guy friend is dateing myant isint that weird?

i know ive changed. i cant sleep with out dreaming of him.i wake up scrming, his face in my mind. i jump at mer shadows, thanking hes hidding in thim i jump at every noice. i know what scarred to death is...........its his face

hes changd me i cant even fathem what hes done the scares are so deep thay wont fade ever.!!! thare here to stay like the memory of him and what he did i wont ever be abule to trust a nuther man agin i cant staned phisical tougch i will allways be scared of him nomatter what.......

have you ever had one of thouse dreams that when you wake up your crying but you cant remember what you had dreamed?well the past 5 days i have had thim but what ever i had dreamed it makes me want to not sleep ever agin!!!! im afrad to to wake up in tears and not know why? its scarry if you have ever gone through this please tall me what to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!