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So this labor day weekend I ventured to a small town or two to visit some family, and found how unaccepting and crazy fanatical people are by assuming what I am... Now I don't dress overly gothic or run around proclaiming anything ... but because I wear dark nail polish and have dark hair, and wear jeans and darker colors, and basically don't live in church I was possessed by the devil, and need Jesus... it was the craziest thing ever... How is it that because I don't formally attend any kind of church I am going to hell, isn't there some rule in their religion that says they shouldn't judge... uugghh well just wanted to rant a little about that... sorry if anyone is offended by my reference to christianity.

I often find myself contemplating what I have gotten myself into... I have found in the last year or so that no mater what I tell myself I cannot lie to myself, but what will the ones I love and care about feel about the real me...



How do you explain to someone something that they don't believe exists, and if what I am does exist... then I am a product of the devil... why does that have to be the case.... do I have to be evil to be what I am...



Frustrated....