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So this is me REALLY opening up and I barely ever do this!



I have been extremely lonely for a while. I felt alone in this world and I'm getting help for my state of mind. I felt that changing my gender would make it easier for me because being a lesbian is FUCKING HARD!!!! Especially here in the south. You feel like a FREAK and mistake daily and most of all for me I just feel alone as fuck!



I thought that I could help my situation but ofcoarse nothing improved and was going to because I need to accept and love myself. I do love myself but at the same time I feel desolate. Like there is no one for me!



I could just FUCKING SCREAM MY THROAT RAW!!! I hate this feeling I want to move! I want a life that doesn't make me feel like this.



I don't know what to do. Hopefully I can get better. I don't like living much right now.

I don't really feel like posting pictures. I might eventually but right now I just want to talk about how awesome it was!



The first one was Skeletonwitch they were awesome and a good start up for the show. I like the pretty bassist! He's pretty XD they had some music that really made you dance and jump and just awesome!



The next was Sabaton, the lead vocalist was funny as hell. They were very lively and kickass. They interacted well too all of the bands did it felt like a family in there! The music was awesome and the sound too! I love it.



And last but not least AMON AMARTH! THEY KILLED IT! Definitely had a family vibe because Johan is so nice and passionate about the music he and his band creates.the show was awesome and they even did an encore! My feet was hurting from dancing so hard in my high heel combat boots but it was worth it! Loved every second of the show!

So excited! I'm gonna blog the shit out of this band just so excited!!!!!! I'm hopefully gonna get ALOT OF PICS! This is my first metal concert guys just jsbduwbaibsbdbsjdb fuckin flippin my shit here! My friends can't even calm me down I'm a wreck! A sexy wreck but a wreck none the less!

I'm finding out so many things about who I am daily. i always knew i was more sensitive to things than other people but I didn't know there was a community who felt the same :) I have been learning how to cope with my sensitivity and I will probably not be on here very often because social networking has always been a little too much. I love it! But it gets overwhelming.

I was searching through meet ups in my area and not to my surprise saw that the things happening were dull and had nothing but old people going. I'm getting tired of just staying in my room all day never talking to anyone unless online and watching horror movies all day. I want something to happen! LOL.



Well I'm going to a Amon Amarth Concert next week(my first metal concert yay!!!!) And I'll write about it and ofcoarse take pictures and flip my shit too lol.



And I'm going to meet Linda Blair next month. I'll write about that experience too. I love her!



But meanwhile I'm just bored watching horror movie and drinking tea with blueberry muffins. At least I get sometime to myself *shrugs*

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VvvVampireKisses
03:18 Oct 15 2014

What kind of meet ups are you looking for..

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I was told about this site last night. I've never heard of it before and I don't know why really. I would've joined a long time ago because I love how everything is set up. :) I hope to make some awesome friends. Ravi d’avoir fait ta connaissance! ^_^

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redlink1435
05:50 Oct 14 2014

well that's nice let me be the first to welcome you to vampire rave

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