why would someone who wants to be with sit here and lie to you about his past and then tell u something different when he gets with some chick and they find out his past..... and then when u get pissed at him for finding out the full truth about everything.......... this is how it goes....... my friend told me his case was with a different age then he got with a chick they found out the age of the chick he told me that and still lied about the age of the chick to me..... when i confrented him about he all he had to say is it didnt happen.... i want him to admit the age..... just once to me..... and tell me the full truth about everything
I finally figured out that i dont need to be with anyone special to be me..... I do have my bf but the days and nights that go by when i dont see him hear from him or know that he is alove is waht makes me realize this,... yes ik i am with him but i also do know that if i didnt have him i would still b me...... i make who i am i just want to the same person no moatter..... dont let others choose who u r in life or what u do its all ur choice
Why do i always meet dumb lying stupid ppl i cant this bullshit no more i jsut wanna tell them to fuck off but with the situation i am in i kinda cant yet....... why really why UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!
looking back at my life i realize that everything happened for a reason....... I sat there took the abuse and not being able to leave cuz if i did when i had to come bck i would just get beat worse....... i nvr enoyed going to school even though it was the one time i got away from everything.... when u get called into the office almost once a day and have to lie it starts to make things alot worse...... i couldnt be by the one person i wanted to because they were in jail in and out and they r the reason i had to deal with abuse.... i no longer have much trust for anyone and it sucks...... but the reason i say this all happened for a reason is i learned to deal with what happens to me alot easier than most ppl do.... and it made me a stronger person today...... I am proud to be me......
I sit here and try to be the best person and give you everything you need...... but it dont seem to be enough I am sorry I was doing that to you and making you depressed... I woulda stopped if I woulda known..... I do wanna be with you....
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