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you say i'm a freak

cuz i'm different than you

i enjoy the night and the darkness

you live in your perfect little world

no worries, life is trivial to you

pass through it so easily

handed to you on a silver platter

you would die if you felt my pain

the suffering in my life

you would never feel anyhting like it

never witness anything remotely similar

only worries are boys and dances

mine is whether i'm gonna live

to see another day

parading around like little whores

just to get what you want

taking pills cuz you think its cool

meaning everything in this school

you will never fucking know my life

QUIT TRYING TO PRETEND YOU DO!!!

if i could resurrect you

bring you back from the dead

i know i'd take back

all those stupid things i said

if i could just see you

for one last time i'd know

your love was not in vain

and our love would surely grow

you were my best friend

than anyone i met

now your with the eagles

just like you wanted to be

soaring in the sky

why you did what you did

now i wonder why

i will always remember

what you did for me

now you are my shining light

you will help me see

addiction is the feeling of euphoria

you get when the needle breaks skin

depress the plunger and feel it

the wonderful liquid saturating your blood

with its psychotic chemicals

feel your heart beating

the loud crazy tattoo

as your heart skips beat

feels like your dying

again and again over and over

the colors the shapes

yes you laugh at them mow

but notice the horrors

the withdrawls the shakes

tremors coursing your body

you want more you crave it

the whole world turns black

spinning like a top

then nothing, silence

as the body shuts down

from the pain of addiction

the feeling of blood upon my skin

the sweetest of sins

your mouth upon my cuts

can't wait let it begin

a sin but what a beautiful sin it is

as skin touches skin

we yearn for more

take these blades and dig them in

as our blood flows together

intermingling with the sweat and tears

of our passionate love

we are truly one

as we join it is the greatest feeling in the world

the passion of two kindred souls

together overwhelms us

and there we lay

together in our darkness

this is the way its supposed to be

true love is forever

is what we're told to believe

i want to be with you

to hold you

this love that we have is perfect

together we are virtue

i love you

i miss you

together we will be

to hold you to kiss you

our love is so strong

its been a while

but i feel like its been so long

this is my testament to you

i will always love

and i will always be true

I am everyone

i am no one

i am everywhere

i am nowhere

i am you

i am them

i am heaven

i am hell

i am good

i am evil

i am love

i am hate

i am the monster under the bed

i am your gaurdian angel

i am life

i am death

i am here to save you

i am here to take you

i am you and

you are me

together we are one

im just sittin here

can't get you off my mind

i keep sayin that your sorry

but i'm lost in time

remember how it was

back in the old days

when we were young and stupid

but you had your ways

and when i got the call

on that fatal day

my mind went black andmy heart did fall



its not done but i felt like posting





this is in memory of my best friend who committed suicide



RIP Chase Mingrino

April 20 1988-Feburary 17, 2006

crying in the darkness

faces she tells them who it is

but they don't want to hear this

they tell her she's lying

slap her, abuse her

til she feels like she's dying

hides in a corner

hopes no one can see her

it feels like its torture

what he does it hurts her



so tell them it coulnd't be right

what he does

to her in the middle of the night

she wants to end this

this horrible life

acting like everything will be

everything will be all right



in love with things that could

take her life

there's no doubt that she would

if she had the chance tonight

she'd leave this life forever

back in this life

she will exist never

oh never again



falling in love with girls

because she doesn't trust the boys

she knows she can't she will not

become their little play toys

she trusts no one

and as the blade releases the blood

her life will soon be done

oh her life will soon be done