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man it has been ages since i have written anything in here! well lets see,.... things are still going good and strong with me and my boyfriend. We finally had our first real.. official fight.*frowns*. but in all honesty it was all completely my fault.. i lied to him about me quitting smoking... and i felt like shit for lying. trust and truth is a very big thing with him, and me too for that matter, which is why i felt even worse for the lie. we both said what was on our minds and got everything out on the table. i just hope that eventually i will be able to prove to him 100% that i will never lie(any more than the occasional white lie.. ie. surpises and the such) any more to him. cuz trust me folks... he is the best thing that has ever happened to me, and i never want to lose him or his love or trust ever again. for the first time ever in my life i can firmly say that this is the man i picture spending the rest of my life with.. growing old with, and having a family with.



as for other things in my life... it has been status quo... i have a job, though it is only temporary... i wish it would last longer!



other than that... nothing new or exciting to report. just the typical day in day out shit with me. and other than my daily wish of being able to be with my baby, my life trudges on!