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you torn me up and spit me out only to laugh at me I can't see you but your still trying to kill me in this life emotionally draining every bit of my soul till their is no existence and I am just a hallowed out shelf walking around lost and broken and torn so far down I can never come back you do not care no matter what you say you wanted this you got this now your still at it trying to do even more I can't even breath anymore I'll just slowly sliding away like the sands of time

all I did was do my best be what was right I'm gone now ripped to shreds but you don't care as long as your satisfied and happy I'm torn to peices trying to walk again my lungs are out of air so I try to breath again I'm out I'm free I'm gone but all I hear is ha ha ha ha I have you now you will never be free watch me make you replay every bad moment we put you trough over and over and over and OVER and OVER AGAIN till you suffocate your mind wants to shut down your heart is trying to heal you randomly yell at someone only trying to help you put things were they belong and start to cry and want to curle into a ball while struggling to breathe because the memories are back it's like reliving it over and over again till theirs no end just replay or repeat but no one caused it but the past the past person's the past it's self won't leave you only you yell help me get me out of here I need to breathe please help me get out please PLEASE PLEASE don't let him back in again he laughs knowing your suffering and struggling each and everyday but he wants you to he wants your pain to keep going like he has won even though he has not won is their anyone that can save me please do please