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bleeding your soul dry till there's not a bone or a breath left in your body call out in screams yet your silenced by white walls that have only two doors to get out from they swing open and you watch as everyone moves right on by not even the faintest sight no one looks or even listens they seem to not be able to hear so you try to cry no tears come because they stole them all a long time ago now your silence fills the room and you feel like falling to the floor crashing like a big bomb but your legs wont bend your arms wont move and the room starts to to get longer and longer and skinner and skinner and your breath seems to get bigger and bigger your touch isn't an scene and you slowly seem to be fading from your fingertips to the rest of your whole body on up and you fade away like you never exzisted?!

everything seems to rip apart all you do is stain my heart and then and rip it apart into tiny pieces unable to ever fix,you walk out like all do and like all will always do no one ever stays so why should you why should you ever care or have concern you wont its not like you to care,im trash is all i am and you just want to throw me out like a poped ballon and nothing will change that you just seem to float on by while laughing not see that anythings wrong you think this is fun you think this is happy one more time im stupid one more time im wrong one more time i say im gone,you stripped my heart of all it had left you ripped it apart and torn it to shreads and now its all deadso maybe i am?!

lift what doesn't exist,rip my vains to shreds fill my blood with wine .drag me till i fall into two,rip each strand of my hair out of my head till i bleed watch me weep as i scream for my sanity.take a hammer to mt knees and watch me crawl to my feet as i struggle to stand you shove me down and yell its all i have its all i have.and you get a whimsical smile on your face can i rip out your eyes so you can never see me again no matter where you go.............blood slips from my head as i go uncontentious and you wonder why!screaming wake up wake up you cant die on me i cant live with out you no matter how much i beat you i will always still love you you cant leave me like this you fucking bitch how could you treat me like this how could you die like this,don't you fucking like me(screaming out)DON'T YOU FUCKING LIKE ME.tears role down his face realizing he is left standing on a dark road all alone and by himself?

watch as the light fades,room seems to get dark colors seem to slip away your voice is only a memory.brake the silence,but there isn't any! why do you call for me nobody knows?my head spins as my spine curls to the words of your voice and my breath drops every second of every beat,my jaw breaks in half as i say what i feel. im a loose cannon but nobody see it.so you just sit back in your king like velvet chair and just stare silence fills the room,as i drift to the music as im about to jump up and grab the chair and chuck it across the room with this enraged look on my face,yet i don't.i almost jump up and dance in a rageful fit yet i don't!my jaw still hanging slightly attached to my face still broken halfway off mostly just split.my body shaking at this point and no way out just a soul crying out but my eyes don't show the pain.will i or wont i.i start to have a panic attack,all that hits are the tears i don't wish too have from freaking out yet! you still just sit back and let the silence in im drowning in a pull of nothing?!