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i have it i have what peole say you should have in life to make you happy, and not feel this way, but i do , don't ask me why, just sometimes i wan't out, and can't get out, never too many thoughts hit my mind at that time, just, the simpal, thay miss me, but then thay'll be happy again won't thay, why can't just leave come back next time, my luck runs too thin, i talk my self out of things things that i know i shouldn't think, but i do, and i will, for as long as i will be were i'm at. when can i be so totaly free, i don't think i actouly can, too much cause this, too little causes this, i need to get out more easier than what i do, one day i will, when day comes, maybe i can let go a bit and a little bit closer to freedom. i'll get there hopefully, if i don't i know were i'll be, and i would prefure not to be.



i need, OUT of this body, that seems to not fit at times?!

death, it can take me like it almost did, i'll exsept my fate, and what i choose to do woth my life. beacuse of what i wrote on my chart, and i feel so too wan't too, you see i think most of the time thatd my last resort?!







MY THOUGHTS OM MY DEATH RELATED ISSIUES?!