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its hard to move on when all you feel is you in his arms it's like a dream that splits you in half its hard to move your thoughts and to see your dreams comes true would be nice but maybe not true so lets dance around the thoughts and words move on dream on and let it be on. call out your life for no one to see what sits inside of you,like a chair wrapped in hair it's versatile you can move and make it what you want it,so find your beauty in your face and take that move if you make it walk if not crawl your way though life till your feet gain contentiousness don't laugh pick up pick go don't you know see it that way no gault no love no hug no life split in two so grin till you don't think you could sin brake whats already broken not what isn't shatter whats broken into shreds and shards of glass and colored confetti?!

lashes are slit from the eyes till all the blood bleeds out of your soul feeling pain leaving only a mark not a message just a stain that rips out the breathing soul that creeps out the spirit till it screams out the cries of tears and burning urge to die from the pain of suffer steeling the light from the dark as it gets colder and colder it's like your last breath is better saved for your death wish and then you feel the serge of this wave that runs though your body like an energy that flows down your whole body as you take in a breath?!

lift what doesn't exist,rip my vains to shreds fill my blood with wine .drag me till i fall into two,rip each strand of my hair out of my head till i bleed watch me weep as i scream for my sanity.take a hammer to mt knees and watch me crawl to my feet as i struggle to stand you shove me down and yell its all i have its all i have.and you get a whimsical smile on your face can i rip out your eyes so you can never see me again no matter where you go.............blood slips from my head as i go uncontentious and you wonder why!screaming wake up wake up you cant die on me i cant live with out you no matter how much i beat you i will always still love you you cant leave me like this you fucking bitch how could you treat me like this how could you die like this,don't you fucking like me(screaming out)DON'T YOU FUCKING LIKE ME.tears role down his face realizing he is left standing on a dark road all alone and by himself?!

watch as the light fades,room seems to get dark colors seem to slip away your voice is only a memory.brake the silence,but there isn't any! why do you call for me nobody knows?my head spins as my spine curls to the words of your voice and my breath drops every second of every beat,my jaw breaks in half as i say what i feel. im a loose cannon but nobody see it.so you just sit back in your king like velvet chair and just stare silence fills the room,as i drift to the music as im about to jump up and grab the chair and chuck it across the room with this enraged look on my face,yet i don't.i almost jump up and dance in a rageful fit yet i don't!my jaw still hanging slightly attached to my face still broken halfway off mostly just split.my body shaking at this point and no way out just a soul crying out but my eyes don't show the pain.will i or wont i.i start to have a panic attack,all that hits are the tears i don't wish too have from freaking out yet! you still just sit back and let the silence in im drowning in a pull of nothing?!