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A night of darkness so compelling to the trained eye. Allow the for the helplessness to wash over you and take over the light of a thousand breaths. A blood set moon appears with hidden messages. The sky settles as a thick veil of thick blackness compels with only the screams of the dead to be heard. A crimson tide, only few see the danger. When shadows of the self doubts linger and sinks its teeth in.

As I lay wondering were my future is, reality sets in. My life is nothing but a tool. Always having to be there for someone, taking care of them. Life is full of decision that may never matter. Knowing were I was going. Watching the people around me grow old and leave. Some going to brighten themselves with knowledge and some starting families. My green eyes always full of envy. I have lost the sense of joy, happiness and love. My heart full of sadness. I yearn for my soul mate to venture into my life, to take away the loneliness. I tire of of the scenes around me and seek out solitude. I never know how I want my life to be, and my disappointment grows strong. Every waking moment full of desire, a peaceful life. I dream of the forest, serene, away from people. "Life is hard, but death is peaceful"

Feelings are gone, a heart cold as ice. Doing for others and pushed down a dark deep hole. People can be cruel. The world is a game of hunter and prey. I no longer want to be prey but desire the hunter, with no thought of demise. I want my world to change, shift into a paradox of all my desires. I want to slide through the shadows unnoticed without the slightest glance. Disappear into the beauty of evil. The price of one soul is long gone, slowly killed out by ice.

Surrounded by darkness only to relax and breath, light is not a gift but rather a curse. Sometimes its better not to see whats right in front of your face. Easier not to know yourself. People dilute themselves with false hopes, only have them thrown in there face. Its never about love, hope or self sacrifice, its about choice, loyalty, devotion and grace. People are never who they think they are. It has become human nature to climb over those around you. To use whoever to get what you want or need. Most people people need power over another to live. As long as your better than someone else you can survive, but what happens to the people at the bottom, how can they survive. But what if the only way to survive is to be at the bottom. To be invisible, what if what you need can't be obtained. Nobody really sees reality. Nobody hides in the dark, they just close there eyes.