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like i said in the intro to my story

dont blame me if none of this makes sence

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its just me

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and me alone

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**type wrighter stops and i stop and thinks while whispers into the darkness**

maybe i should stop writing such things of hate and pain

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for before that trail of thought came into my head i was happy ... for i thought that things could not get better than what they had bocome for me lately

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**glancing at the clock 1.15**

gezz i have been here a while maybe to long in fact.. i should get off here and get some sleep. but i cant . the thoughts of him fill my mind

**unable to control the pain a tear rolls down my face**damm these damm thoughts as i glance at the picture frames on the top of me fireplace ..

**runs up and smashes the pictureframes on the bed side table and looks down at the smashed glass and whispers**

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throught those picture frames of the old me

i see that those days are forever gone and now all there is was who i wanted to be . Not the person that i was

i look at these broken picture frames of us and it reminds me of how i used to be The happy soul before that horrible day..

i think about the things that you said and wonder how it was me i am smarter than that and how could i ever fell for your lies

i look at these picture frames or us and think of them as rotten memories so full of life in those pictures were all lies

and how i will look upon thos frames not as a picture but as a horrible memory

as if i have a bad dream and look rowards a future without no meaning

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i am no story teller...

as a matter a fact i have been able to create something i can finish within a period of time.

my teachers said that my ideas are all over the place



but i recon that its the way that im thinking and how my mind works

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i dont no why people see that as a bad thing at all i mean yer



its kinda hard to explain my style of writing but ill let you read for yourself















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this is me in the deepest parts of my mind ....



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and if you dont like it .... then dont read me