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this is another one of those entrys that dont make much sence necause all i have been doing is writing about hate and i mean its like not kool at the moment and yer



i hate love i think that its fake



thats all im going to say

bye

ok

this is jow it goes man



i sometime hate my life and thats because my boobs are one size bigger that the rest of me and that the guy that i like thinks that im with someone elese even tho im not and that exams are coming up and that i cant find a formal dress coz my boobs are to big and that my friend is cutting herself ... and btw my friends not emo shes into the rap and shit like that and i dont no what to do realli i mean ...

meah i dont no

i really dont no

maybe he dose like me because he is looking at me and he is still kinda nice and stuff but i just dont no realli



to be honest im kinda confused at the moment about all the stuff that is going on and yer and i think that its not very kool because i dont no what to do animore and i think that im the one going insane because i dont no what to do about anithing animore and yer



I mean at my age im ment to no everything and i dont and i hate it realli because for nxt yr im ment to have this all planned out in my head and in which i dont and im realli angry because i want to do everything and i no that i cant ....



im confused at the moment abd i dont no what to do animore

i wish that i no the answers but i dont

and i wish that everything was planned out for me

which it isnt

and i wish that i dont have to make such hard choces

i mean when your a little kid the onli thing that you would need to worry about is what flavour ice cream you were going to have but now the choices that you make now will effect you for the rest of your life and i think that its kinda scary because i want to be able to lead a life that i choose and where i make the right choices



but i no that its just one big gamble ...

and i hate it