why cant i let my love go to the military...i think im scared for him..but he,ll be back in 8 mouths..but my heart keeps screaming out dont go...dont leave me here alone not again...what if he dont come back....ill lose all my hope ill die.i die more and more inside knowing that the day he leaves is geting closer.why?....why is my heart screaming for him...why cant my soul find peace?....ill die inside once more the day he gos.ill die and no one can save me....my souls shatterd...like broken glass....why....cant he stay with me?.....why do i have to shatter?..and fall apart?....in darkness ill be again,so will my shatterd heart.shatterd dreams of the future and broken memories that only cut deeper into my shatterd heart.nothing left of me no more.just a shadow of who i was and who i was going to be.
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Blackholesun
13:49 Nov 16 2008
military is safer than you might think, unless hes special forces, or marines- those guys are in the front, everyone else is fairly safe, dont worry