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Friends come and go but family's always

there

Right?

Wrong.

I'm disowned by all those who I thought

loved me

Why must I be alone in this cruel world

called earth

This is hell

Now I'm not afraid of death

Why should I be?

I was oblivious to my surroundings and life

This world is atrocious and so alone

This hell people live in is so depressing

I was betrayed, tossed out, now the people

I thought loved me are gone.

Why?

for such a pretty girl, they said,

she's awefully dark and sad

but no one could begin to understand

the kind of life she had

she sat in the back of the class

the kids wrote her off as shy

no one would ever think

that she would want to die

at night she lies

in a bed of tears

and cries a cry

that no one hears

life for her

is a living hell

she bears a secret

she'll never tell

make-up hides

her scars and bruises

the game of life

and love she loses

but the scars will heal

the bruises will leave

one of these days

she'll find relief

I hate everything

i hate you

i hate the misery and pain



i hate the light

when everything feels okay

i hate feeling right



let me take you to the dark deep

where things go crazy

and my nightmares creep



books and books of stories unread

written on pages

inside my head



lines and lines

of lies ive said

how could you be so blind?



I needed you and you weren't there

my innocence was being ripped away

and you didnt care



i was being hurt and hurting myself

but you turned the other way

all you cared about was yourself



but you know

how it goes

you wrote the show

hes a dick

your a phyco

shes a bitch

where do I fit?

Oh yeah, im the piece of shit!



I do and do

I try and try

but nothings good enough for you



i wasn't good enough

i was the problem

but that made me tough



im a liar and a thief

its not the truth

but thats what you believe



After all the molestation and rape

im the liar

who chose her fate



after all the fights

you still take his side

and hes always right



mother, mother where are thou?

because of you i was lost

now i am found



you made me strong

so much pain, so much hate

suffering for so long...



I'll never forgive or forget

no matter how much you lie

i know the things you did



you dont own me

i'm letting go of the past

and i am finally free



the memories will always be there

but i will choose my fate

and i choose not to care