As I see you sit there,
Your back towards me as
You look at the computer screen,
I memorize the way you sit,
The way your back curves just slightly,
The way you laugh,
The way you sound.
I smile to myself,
Knowing you are mine.
When we lie together,
Holding each other,
I smile and sigh softly
Knowing this is just for me now.
I smile to myself,
As I go through the day,
Just thinking of you,
Sets my heart ablaze
With love and happiness.
I look in your eyes,
I feel a shiver slide down my spine,
I try to hide the small shiver,
Your eyes are full of an intense love,
Yet your smile is so soft,
They don't seem to match.
I know you love me,
Even when we fight,
I know the feelings you hold inside,
The feelings of love,
You try to hide when we fight.
I know you feel so strongly for me,
Even if there are days when you don't
Show it,
I know it's there,
I know deep inside,
That I am in your heart
And you love me so.
I stare at your back,
Sometimes for long moments,
Just to see how you move,
I listen to your voice,
My heart racing from just the sound,
I feel your hand on mine,
And I always repress a shiver of happiness,
I look into your eyes,
My whole body tingles.
I love you so much,
I know you love me,
I know you don't show it everyday,
I know it's hard for you,
But I know,
I am the one you want to stay with,
That you won't leave me,
That's why when I stare at your back,
I smile to myself,
Knowing you love me as much as you do.
A deserted village,
Houses burned down,
Blood splattered on everything.
A vampire stands in the middle,
Eyes wide with horror,
He sees what he has done,
He is afraid,
He regrets losing control.
He kneels down,
A woman's body in front of him.
Tears of blood slowly slide out
From the corners of his eyes.
He touches her face,
He stares into the only face
That had ever looked kindly at him,
The only human that ever accepted him,
And yet he lost control of his bloodlust,
He lost control of his desire to kill,
And massacred the whole village.
He looks up,
The moon is red,
Red as the blood that he kneels in,
Next to the woman's body,
He closed eyes and asked the
Blood moon,
To relieve him of this sorrow,
Of this cured life,
Of everything since he had been turned.
"Roses are red
Violets are blue
If i had a face like yours,
I'd be in the zoo"
and for the second round::
"Ashes to ashes,
Dust to dust,
If you don't pull it out,
It'll turn to rust."
COMMENTS
*giggles* Do another one! :P
~laughs~ now that is funny and good
The world seems black,
Through these cold eyes.
The world is dark,
No color,
No light.
As I look upon the world,
My cold green eyes glint,
The small bit of light reflecting
Off the cold color.
The world looks at me,
As though I am a monster.
They see me as cold hearted,
They see me as uncaring,
But what they don't see,
Is what's beyond my eyes.
What lays beyond,
Is that of a wounded girl.
They are eyes that are locking
Away the emotions.
The cold stare,
And the dark world,
All of them are from her pain.
These cold eyes,
They hold no emotion on the surface,
But if any dare to look beyond,
They will find that they eyes may
Be cold,
But the heart is warm,
Even is it is torn.
One before,
We trusted each other implicitly.
Once before,
We looked at each other with
Such soft and loving looks.
Once before,
We needed no one else,
We wanted nothing more than
To be near each other.
Once before,
We didn't fight,
Argue,
Or make one another
Feel insecure or lonely.
And now,
We have doubt in each other
On things we never did,
And now,
We don't have such soft
Loving looks for each other.
And now,
We can't just turn to
Each other on anything.
And now,
We fight,
Argue,
And make one another
Feel insecure or lonely at times.
How can we get the security back?
How can we because loving like we
Once were?
How can things get back to the way
They once were?
How can we make it to where we trust
Each other,
Look at each other like we once did,
Laugh like we once did,
Or smile like we once did?
I miss them,
Once before we never had such feelings
In our hearts,
And now,
My heart is torn from all the
Fights,
Arguments,
And loneliness I've been
Feeling as of late.
I love you all the same
As back then,
Nothing will change that,
But the pain and loneliness
I have now,
I wish would disappear.
Once before,
And now,
Things have changed between the
Two times,
But yet we are trying to
Repair the things that have been broken,
Maybe we can be how we were,
Once before.
Some hearts are
Frozen over,
Others are covered
In chains.
Then you have the ones
So wounded they nearly
Bleed everywhere.
All hearts are bound
Differently.
Some in more ways that one.
My heart is covered in ice,
Chains surrounding it,
And wounds bleeding slowly.
My heart has been wounded
So many times,
It's a wonder I'm still alive.
My heart can be mended,
But are you willing to try?
There have been so many false
Words whispered to it,
So many false feelings filling it,
and so many blade slicing it,
That it is a mere shadow
Of it's former self.
Are you willing to try and mend it?
Are you willing to thaw it out?
Are you willing to unbind it?
My heart can not take anymore
False words,
False feelings,
Or blades.
I'm afraid my heart has become
As fragile as a mirror.
My heart may not be like others,
Where it's bound once or twice.
My heart is bound in many ways,
It's bound from pain,
From sorrow,
From suffering,
From cold feelings.
Will you attempt to mend it,
Bring back the once kind,
Loving,
And gentle heart it once was?
Are you willing to try?
All hearts are seeking the one
To mend them,
But the one to mend them,
Has to be willing.
Are you willing to help mine?
When I close my eyes,
I see your smiling face,
The smile I love.
The one that takes my
Breath away.
I see your beautiful blue-gold
Eyes,
Shinning with a soft shimmer
Of emotion.
When I open them,
The image disappears.
I sigh and close my eyes again.
I didn't see you for so long,
It took us so long to reach
Where we are today.
I still look back and sigh,
Remembering all we went through,
Just to get to this point.
It's been nearly a year,
One year,
We've been through hell and back
And yet we're still together.
I smile,
Eyes still closed,
The image of your smile plain as day
To me.
I'm happy,
Even when we fight,
Argue,
Or disagree with one another,
I know that no matter what,
We love each other.
COMMENTS
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ToxicKitten
05:36 Mar 31 2011
Stop bitching about me.
Lol.