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This Fragile Heart
02:41 Jul 24 2009
Times Read: 661

So many times its been broken,

So many times its been falsly

Kissed.

So many false words were

Whispered to it.

These breaks,

These false kisses,

These false words,

Have left this heart

Fragile.

I have entrusted this

Fragile Heart to you,

And I have entrusted you with

All my love.

Nothing,

No one,

Can take that trust and love

From you,

But you,

For I am in love with you

And that shall never change

As long as I draw breath.

Even though we're far apart
02:03 Jul 19 2009
Times Read: 667

I see you in my dreams,

I toss an turn wishing

To be held by you,

Even with this distance,

My heart still yearns for you.

Even though we're so far apart,

Even though i cant be held by you

Even though i know that you live

So far away,

My heart yearns for you,

It beats for you,

The blood it pushes through my veins,

Everything about me yearns for you.

Even though we're far apart,

This distance can never change

The feelings i have for you,

Even if we aren't together,

My heart will still yearn to be with you,

Nothing,

No one,

Can change this feeling.

Even though we're far apart.

Knowing
22:36 Jul 18 2009
Times Read: 669

I see him,

I smile.

I hear his voice,

I giggle.

I hug him,

I relax.

Knowing him,

Knowing he loves me,

Knowing that nothing

Will take us from each

Other,

Is knowing that this is

True love in the making.

Knowing that he'd stand

Beside me through anything,

That he'd run to my side if i

Ever got hurt,

These are the things that make love,

Weather is be friendship love,

Family love,

Or true love,

Knowing that someone is

Always there to catch you before you

Fall,

To grab your hand when you stray

From the right path,

That helps you up when you do fall,

That comes to your aid when you are

Injured,

Or sad,

Someone who will never leave you

Even if you are in trouble,

No matter what they are there.

Knowing.

These Last Words
23:01 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 690

They form at my lips.

They stop.

My voice gone.



I smile and look away.

You stare and sigh,

Hoping for those final words.

I stand there and try to speak.

Nothing comes out.



These last words,

You know what they are.

They wont come out,

My voice wont work.

I wish i could say.

These last words.

Your Voice
23:00 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 691

Is like the petal

Of a rose,

Soft and silky.



It covers me in

Silk sheet,

Wrapping me in

It's soft folds.



Your voice keeps

Me happy,

Makes me feel like

A rose as it blooms.



Your voice is like water

Flowing slowly over

Stones,

As i hear it ,

It flows over me like

The softest velvet.

how i see things
23:00 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 692

i see things as if they

were never there



i see things as if i could

destroy everything

just by taking one look at them



i seethings as darkness trying

to swallow me into it



i see things as if i

could just run away

and they wuldn't fallow me

where i go



i see things as if i

couldnt help but to kill

those i love and let those

i hate live under their

control



i see things as if all i could do is

to do what im told to do

even if it destroys me in the prosses



i see things as cold

solitude and no one to

be there and warm my world

When I Look Into Your Eyes
22:59 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 693

When i look into your eyes,

I see love.

When I look into your eyes

I feel like im falling

Into a warm summers

Night.

When I look into your eyes

I'll smile and feel happier

Than I do when i loooked

Into his.

Now that i look

Into your eyes i feel

Loved and feel happiness

Spread throughout my mind,

Heart,

And soul

And i realize once again that its

Love i see when

I look into your eyes.

My Love For Death
22:59 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 694

My love for death

Is stronger than my

Love for life.

I want death more

Than anything in this

Little world,

But theres one pull

That keeps me here

The love of my life,

He has kept me in

This world just by

Being there for me

In my toughest times.

My love for death

Has kept me from

Moving very far in

Life.

So my lvoe for death

Is strong.

I want it but i

Dont want to see the

Pain in my loves eyes.

He's to precious to

Hurt with words,

Actions,

Or thoughts,

So no matter how strong

My love for death

Is,

I shal not seek it,

For him.

Your Goodbye
22:58 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 695




Your arms around me tightly,

You whisper you have to go,

I grip you close and tell you

I want you to stay.

You cover my mouth with

Yours,

I freeze then close my eyes.

Your arms tighten and you

Release my mouth.

You squeeze me one more

Time and let go.

I tighten my arms and tears

Form,

But then i let go.

You smile softly and wip my

Tears away,

Then you brush another kiss

On my cheek.

You turn to leave with a whispered

I love you

and i mutter it back,

Thne you leave me standing alone

With Your Goodbye.

The Way I Feel When I See Your Smile
22:56 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 697

When you smile

My heart flutters,

I cant help but smil back,

Everytime i see it I want to

Keep you smiling.

I may act crazy,

But it just proves

That im crazy for you,

The way i feel when i see your smile

Is that i could die right there

With your smile as the last thing

I see.

I hope your smile never fades,

Never dies,

Nor taken from you,

Because mine would fade

And never return,

Because of my love for you,

And your smile.

This Small Feeling
22:56 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 698

Happiness suddenly blooms,

Sadness fades,

Smiles form,

And tears dry.

This small feeling is

Confusing me.

Its coming out of no where,

We said it wouldnt be serious,

We said we wouldnt get

Serious,

It was just something small,

But suddenly

This small feeling appears.

I dont know where it came

From or what caused it.

Im not even sure if its really there,

But theres no mistaking the

Sudden smiles,

Happiness,

And joy at seeing you.

Im not too sure about this,

Im not even sure whats going on

Inside.

But its there...

I think,

This Small Feeling

May mean im falling.

My heart
22:55 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 699

I closed it,

still you pryed it open

Slowly,

I had locked it,

Some how you got in.

I had covered it in ice

Some how you thawed

It out again.

My heart was closed

With a lock,

Chain,

And froze over,

To stop from being hurt

Again,

And somehow.

Some how you broke

It open,

Without a key

You still got in

My heart.

How I feel with you
22:54 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 700

Butterflies,

Embaressed,

Giddy,

Loved.

Everytime you touch me even

Just on the arm i feel all

Of these.

Your kisses cause my heart

To flutter

Rapidly in my chest.

No matter how i try to

Control it,

Your touches,

Your kisses,

Everything

Sends me off the edge like this.

We walk through the vally of death
22:54 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 701

We walk through the vally of death

With no worries about life.

We walk even as death lomes closer

And we sho him away.

All we care about are being with

Each other yet,

We walk through the vally of death

And we fear our own evils

We care not what others think

Of our forbiden love.

We fear only our evils and no

Others.

We want to be together

Yet we can't.

You tell me you want to be with me

And not with her.

Yet you wont do anything about it.

I tell you to leave me be

I tell you I'm fine and to stay with her.

You say im crazy but accept

My decision.

As we walk through the vally of death.

The one I love
22:53 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 702

You lift me up when I fall

You help me out when I

Feel sick.

You say you love me though

I know its not true.

You show you do in front

Of our friends.

The one I love is you and

Yet you dont care.

You hug me and ask me

To leen on you once in

Awhile.

I shake my head with a

Smile adn tell you I can't.

You sigh and look down,

Like you really care.

Still I love you even though

You don't feel the same.

The one I love,

Why don't you see these tears

I cry for you at night,

When I lay down next to you

And you fall asleep.

Still you don't see the tears

I cry frm the hurt of knowing

You don't love me.

The one I love,

Please notices that you are the

Only one for me,

And that you should love me

Too.

Blood (2)
22:52 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 703

Blood,

Beautifully red,

and sweet.

I love it rolling over

My tounge.

Blood,

I wish i could

Feel it running over my

Tounge right now.

Blood,

Please give me some,

So i can have that sweet

Warm blood running over my

Tounge.

Everytime I see you
22:51 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 704

Everytime i see you

My heart starts to

Race.

I can feel its beating

In my chest grow rapid

I know what this feeling

Is.

But im not sure its

True

I think i love you

But i dont know for

Sure

Everytime i see you

I feel butterflys start to

Emege in my stomach,

I get so nervouse that

I dont know what to

Do.

When we talked the

Other day i didnt

Know what i was

Gonna do.

I started to feel the

Nervousness start and

I couldnt speak very well.

I have one thing to say

To you know.

I know its sudden but,

I love you.

Blood
22:50 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 705




Blood

I see it flowing

Like a river.



Blood

I want to touch

It but holds back



Blood

I want to taste it

But i dont.



Blood

I want to jump

In and get lost

Beneith the surface

Of it.



Blood

Take me away

From this river of

Blood!



Blood

Take me away from

All of it!



Blood

Take somewhere

So that i cant

Find this river

Of blood!



Blood

Take me away so

I dont become lost!

The touch of your skin
22:49 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 706

The touch of your skin

Is like being touched

By a feather.

I feel no pain in your

Touch I only feel the

Blissful feeling of your

Love.

But if he touches me

He;ll take that feeling

Away and replace it by

A feeling of nothing

But cold ice.

your eyes
22:48 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 707

Your eyes

Are like twin

Pools of love.

They never hold

A look of hate

When you look

At me.

When i look into

Your gaze i find

It hard to look

Away from a gaze

So full of love.

But if I look into

His all i see is

Nothing but a cold

Stare looking right

Back at me.

His gaze never held

Any love for me

It only ever held

A cold stare that

Was always hard

To look away from.

I still can't look away

From it when i look into

His eyes but when i look

Into yours it helps me get

wrid of that feeling

That i always get

After looking into his.

So if youll never stop

Sending a look of

Love through your eyes

Then ill never look

Away from your gaze.

Angel to be broken
22:47 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 708

I am a angel to

Be broken.

I don't deserve

To live or to die.

I should become

A broken angel

One of the rarest

Of the kind.

I want to die

But know I

Don't deserve it

So what do I

Deserve to

Happen to

Me?

Angel of Darkness
22:47 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 709

Angel of darkness

Please take me with

You to your home.



Angel of darkness

Wil you save me

So I don't suffer

Anymore.



Angel of darkness

Look at my soul

And see what

You think see

If I belong

With you.



Angel of darnkness

Will you help me

And will you take me

Away from all this

Pain?



Angel of darkness

Can you look at

My heart and

See where you

Think I belong.



Angel of darkness

Where do I belong?

Do I belong with you

Or do I belong with

Someone else?



Angel of darkness

Save me please!

I need to be saved!



Angel of darkness

Do you have any

Idea where I

Belong?

Can you find out

If you don't?



Angel of darkness

Thankyou for

Taking me away

Now will you kill

Me so I don't need

To suffer for all

I've done in

My life?

Love
22:46 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 710

Love

what is that?



love

if its something to make you happy then

why does it hurt you

so bad when it fails?



love

i want to know what

it is

can you show me

can you help me understand it?



love

help me understand it

and help me love someone

again.



love

i've been hurt by it

so many times that i

don't think i can take it

again



love

why do i want it so bad

why cant i stop myself from

loving someone?



love

please help me love

again and help me

understand why its

important to love



love

please help

please





love

PLEASE HELP ME

UNDERSTAND IT

How I Feel About Him
22:46 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 711

How i feel about him

Is like i could fly

When i hear his

Voice in my ears,

How i feel about him

Is that i could just

Faint when he hugs me.

How i feel about him,

My heart lodges in my

Throat when he says my

Name in any form.

How I feel about him

Is that i love him

And only him.

I know this because

Of my feelding i get when

We talk,

My heart Goes into my

Throat

My stomach is swarming

With Buterflies.

I will say it for everyone

At anytime.

How I feel about him

Is that i love him.

Everything we see
22:45 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 712

Is everything we see,

Not but a dream

Within a dream?

I think so because

Everyhting feels so

Unreal that you

Feel more ike your

Dreaming than

Being awake

And walking around.

Broken spirit
22:45 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 713

Can you help mend my broken spirit?

Can you help me try and survive

With a broken spirit?

Or will you just wound it again?

If you won't help then go die

MotherFucker!

Broken Demon
22:44 Jul 13 2009
Times Read: 714

What is a Broken Demon you ask?

A broken demon is that

Of a demon who has had its heart

Broken by a fellow demon that she/he

Loved.

If you want to know more than read more.

If a broken demon is left broke too long

Then that broken demon will die from

Killing his/herself.

So if you would please try to heal

That poor demon and

Mend its heart and soul you'll be

Happeier (more depresed) with youself.

But if your too conseded then go and

Screw a dead cow for all I CARE!

*Flips off*

*Cuses everyone out*

Go and die somewhere for that then!