having issues......i feel like im losing the love of my life....like the chic hes constantly hanging out with is taking him from me slowly. ..making him fall in love with her. ..i love him so much. ..i dont know if id be able to handle losing him. ..losing someone else i love. ..i cant take much more of this
I've tried everything from taking a hot shower with tea and sittng in the dark to taking herbs given to me from a dear friend and nothing is working. its just a continuous migraine thats constantly pounding. . .
I am striving towards a goal of regaining a self control i had over my body when i was a child. Something happened long ago and i lost that control and became VERY accident prone. I lost all determination to get it back. Then i met my fiancee then i felt the determination to be with him stronger than anything I've ever been determined about, now. . .i am striving towards getting that self control back with the determination i have once more. Thanks to him i can reach that goal no matter how rocky it gets, no matter how long it takes, i know i can get my self control back once more. and i will do such so i do not become a burden with injuries on him, and a burden with my temper geting me into trouble. i just know that if i can get his support i will make it through all of this and make it to the top with my balance and a softer temper that i won't be afraid of anymore.
Im not new to this site but i am still getting used to some things on it (the new stuff) and such, i recently got engaged too ^^
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ToxicKitten
21:26 Dec 26 2011
Awww, well U always have me baby!