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It's bad that when things get rough for you, the people who say they will be there for you no matter what are the one's that betray you the most....and their betrayal hurts the most...yes, I still love them and they help with a major thing I need help with, but they act as those said thing is a higher priority than me, which sucks....they threaten you if you go to do one thing but if it's just yourself they don't give a fuck...what does that say?...I'm tired of the betrayal and I'm tired of the pain...either be there for me all the way or not at all...I thought they were the best people to have around, hey would never betray me in this way, and all kinds of great things...and then I do something that will be great for me and my daughter in the long run, and they have to turn around and make me feel as though everything I'm doing, everything, is wrong...that none of the choices are right and cause me to have so much pent-up anger that I'm snapping at the smallest of things....I hate being this way...I absolutely hate it....