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life has gotten to a place where im not moving forward or backward. just siting still and its driving me mad..going backward, well at least i know the direction! but i dont want to be wreckless anymore either n im fearful of making a move ahead. i dont want to fail anyone or my self anymore..im realizing i make big n small disitions on a wim. i dont think things thrue not that i dont think! God i think n wonder far to much! even when im taking hold of a moment and being in the now i tarnish it a bit by reminding myself im living realy living! and that takes away from it..i cant stick to a damn thing either! like im being pulled in a game of tug of war..its not logical to have a life where u love every minute. i know i simple want a life where i can handle good and bad. a life with some serenity..im either elated or miserble with a few fleting moments of content...my mistakes thats what haunts me..i can forgive everyone but me..so i try not to dwell..off to my job where i am the comedian..

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SLEEPEREFFECT
20:38 Aug 03 2012

i know just how you feel

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