My Year Book Signitures
Sarah: Shaina, You are a wonderful person. I know that we have had some good times. Laughing, screaming, talking...good times. I just hope you know you are a really nice person. I would say more nice things about you but there are too many. LYLAS and have a great summer. Luv, Sarah V#$%@%#&*$%
Hannah P: Shaina- Shaina, you rock sooo much! Have a great summer!- Hannah P#$&*#)@$
Larry: Pink is cool! Larry
Allison: Shaina- XOXO H.A.G.S you are a great friend! love, Allison
Jordan- Jordan C(#)%**#$ Pink Panther
Reagan: Two numbers-Reagan
Riley: Shaina, your a good person...i can't wait to see you Next Year! luv ya lots! H.A.G.S!!!- Riley A Two numbers
Austin- H.A.G.S! Austin L(#%* A Number
Stephanie- Shaina your so cool H.A.G.S- Stephanie
Bregeinae- Hey girl, H.A.G.S Breginea
Kaylie- Kaylie
Nick- Nicholas (and a picture of a hand)
Courtney- Courtney P#$%@& call me and a number
Patrick A- I love U Shaina Have a great summer Patrick
Bregeniea- He wants you
Emily- Hey, Shaian you r so much fun! so many times! xoxo (a picture of a heart) ya keep it real -Em
Garret- Garret
Jake- U R Really Cool (a picture of a smiley face) U made this year the best! Jacob M*#$%$
Luke: Luke:
Mirtha: H.A.G.S Hace Fun Mirtha
Victoria- Hi Shaina, have a great, awesoe, and cool summer! V and a number
Mackenzie O: hey Shaina, good times in 6th grade...lol (a picture of a heart) kenzie (another picture of a heart)
Bebett: I love you and I will miss you over the summer, But I will be ok- Bebett -Bubblbutt
Janea- Janea C*$%^# u my Soul Sista 4eva. Sistas from another mista and all that stuff! (and two pictures of hearts)
Maddy: have a great summer! Maddy I$%^#*#
Mr. Bowman- Shaina, Have a wonderful summer & a great 8th grade year! Mr. Bowman
Dawson- Dawson
Carter: Carter B Shina
Hannah N- Shaina- you are such a great person! Your songs are inspiring, & you...god I just can't put it in words. My sister, that's what you are. Everything you've said to me, whether it was you in trouble or me we made the best of it. I hoped you & you helped me! I have sooo much more to say, but you will yell at me if I write anymore! (picture of two hearts) Bobinator
Briana- Hey gurl! you know you will always be my fav. nigga. Black lov. Bri Bri (a picture of a smiley) smooches
Cheyanne- hey gurl: have an awsome summer! hope
Jessica: we're friends 4eva! (a picture of a heart) Jessica A*#(@*
Christian: Tee Hee
Ryan: Ryan H.
Kaylie: ( a picture of a heart) Kaylee loves you lots! REMEBER ME.
Evan: Ur a good friend, Evan B$%**@!
Christian: Tee Hee
Lauren: Shaina have the sweetest summer ever! L.Y.L.A.S call me: and a number
Taylor: Cedric Benson Unice Young Taylor L*$)
Frances: Hey girl whats up? sweet- Franie (and a picture of a heart)
Christian- Holy Cows are funny Tee Hee Hee
Mackenzie H- hey girluie, I'm so glad we have been friends for all these years! I don't know for sure how many yeats it is but thats ok! lol (and a picture of a smiley) well we're so good of friends and don't forget that. have an AWESOME summer with loTS of love (a picture of a star) Kenzie (another picture of a star)
Christian- Beginning of 7th grade HI ending of 7th grade BI England W#*$^
Ashley- Shaina, Hey U ROCK! Yo're always so nice to me don't eva change! Ashley E.
Christian- Tee Hee
Reagan: hey shaina, I love you so much. I am so glad that we are still friends, I know you are always there for me. I love you, you habe been my friend since I moved here last year your the Best! and I am always here for you just remeber that, well have a great summer! H.A.G.S love ya- Reagan F*$%@*^(&
Christian: Tee Hee
Tyler: I love ya babe call me anytime! And a number- tyler
Brandon: Sup my nigga rock this school while im gone ya heard? -little red riding hood
Evan: Luv ya shaina bye have a great summer and a number -evan
John: Sup bush lady lol anyway l.y.l.a.s and have a BAD summer lol jkjk -john
Josh: OO your cute i love you! -Josh and a number
This is soo crazy. Im so hurt I have no words to say *Sigh* oh well.Things that hav fucked me up this year.
1. Breakups2. Screwups3. Being seperated from people I love4. Moving to one family after another5. Drugs...there good...but it doesnt numb it
Things that have helped it.
1. Cutting2. Writing3. Cyberworld
Cutting, writing, and the cyber world..this is not good. Im really down right now. I m wayyy to numb to even feel. Crying and Cutting wont solve the pain that im in. Its probally going to fade after a week or so than start back up again like usually. Oh well. Like I promise, I will try to keep writing.
I am desperately in need of a bf. Being single is soo bad for me. I know its a time where you can go out and "play" but its just a no for me. *sigh* oh well.
I've been singing so much this week that I hope that my throat declines me from singing for a month lol. Again *Sigh* oh well.
Im not in a good mood. Can you tell?
Unfortuanetly Not Yours,
Shaina
k well i was going to write something that i made yesterday but im realll happy today.
i have the bestest friends:zoe, and courtney
the best guy friend: jerone
and the best boyfriend ever: garret
i havent found anypics of zo and i need to get courts permission, but i do have pitures of garret and jerone is sneding some later
intill than
:)
shaina
Virgin Test
Body: This is the VIRGIN LIST! What you do is repost this list with your name and tell if you think that the person b4 you is a virgin or not...
1. Angelle-virigin!
2. dave- i doubt she is
3. Ryan - No way dave gets more hip than anyone
4. Cassie- Ryan? no way, definitely not a virgin.
5. Tom- yeah she is.. i think
6. Rhiannon-i doubt he is, but mabey?
7. Monica- she told me she wasn't, and she did me, so no. ;]
8. Chase - hmmm tough call...shes very mysterious...but ill say no
9. Lindsay- ill say yes he is because i have inside information..ha
10.Alyse- She's deff a virgin!
11. Matt- shes gotta b a virgin
12.Michelle- Highly doubt it ..mattz a p.i.m.p!..hehe
13. kristen~~ shells a hore hell no she aint lol jk kidd
14 erin od ;; hmm i duno she could go either wayy
15.jeannette--yeah shes a virgin
16. stevielynn--definitely a virgin ;]
17. kate--- uhmmm... i'm gonna say, noo.
18. tyler---..wow....shes wayy too beautiful....but i gotta sayyes
19.Matt- Tyler has a small dick so im going to def. go with yes :]
20. Niels- i know but im not gonna tell!
21. Tyler- imma say yes-niels is cool like that.
22. MshL- UMMM VIRGIN!!
23.Chris - hell nah. haha
24. danielle - yeah...hehe
25. Desiree- yes i am...Danielle way to fuckin sexii to not be one
26. Johanna - yep she is one ... cuz she kinda just said so lol
27. Jen - yepppp she has to be one, cuz shes just yeahhh..idk shes cool.
28. Ummm i think i met you once i think you are...!!
29.tim-fuck ya tabby is
30. UHM WELL LETS SEE,i MET U THiS YEAR N UR iN 2 0F Mii CLASSES N i HEAR S0ME OF THE SHiiT U TALK AB0UT...L0L S0 YEA UR DEFFINETELY N0T
31. Dan Hayden- im not sure ive never realy met Steph, but imma say no...whoever does this for me send it to me in a message
32. Kristen- Im gunna say no, cuz dan flirts waaaaay 2 much
33- Johnny- uh no... definetly not!!
34- Aaron- lol johnnys too much of a pimp not to get laid...ima say no
35-carolynn-naw i don't think aaron is he has gottin laid before
36-well carolynn you better be a dang friggen virgin!!!I know ur parents!lol!I'm waiting for the right guy!!!(Cough cough)
37. Ryan Sutton-Yeah i am pretty sure alshey is a virgin but i dont know her that well so idk lol
38.-Josh Young-no way in hell hes a virgin...if he is i'm
39.casey shay- i barely know him....but id say hes NOT a virgin!!!!!!
40.JAVAUN HARVEY-SHE AINT NO VIRGIN HOMIE
41.Andrea Poduszlo-haha who knows but prob not!!
42.Ben Swanson - Ima guess no? haha
43.Levi Fowler- hmmm. the question isn't "has he done it?", it's "how many times has he done it?".
44. Liz Berger- i know for a fact he is and that is awsome
45: Regan z.- YeSs
46. Amanda K. YeSs ; )
48. Vikki...yess! =]
49. brendan, no...... :0
50. scheetz.. damn idk touch choice. lol yes
51.rj..sheetz, ya
52:MELANIE, DONT THINK SO!!!LOL
53: Brently, yeah i think she is.
54. HEATHERRR --- um yeah right i doubt it ...
55. SYDNEY AMELiA * --- AS LONG AS SHE KEEPS iT HUSTLA
RATED - HEHE i LOVE YOU HEATHER
56.Rachel Jean--UGHMM. CHYEAH! she better be!
57.Kaylei h.-- YeSs =]
58. mark- nah she gets more ass than a toliet seat... from me
59.JACKiE--HELL YEsS HE iS-- =]
whats ur name agian?
60. Kristen--umm she better be or i'll kick her ass..
.........but im gonna say yes on this one!!.........
61. Lacy-- I hope that she is, because no guy is good enough for her!! I love you Kristen
62. Tiffany - the whole kid thing kind of screws this one up for me! haha....she has never had sex before...she doesnt even know about the penis...work with me here
63 Melissa~Probably not, she is about to get married...
64. Justin- um i think not, what a whore! im jk melissa dont hurt me........ put down ur shoe!
65. Amanda - Justin is definitly a VIRGIN!!!! lol....
66. Misty~~ I'm gonna say no...
67. Katheren- if she is then i am Madonna :-)
68. Rob -Nae
69. Mary Anne -- No
70. DoubleB -- No way!
71.~Pichardo~-Nope
72. Renee -- No
73. Miguel---uhhhhh, no. lol
74. fabian---hell no....he's a big o PIMP
75.GUSTAVO.IM A VIRGIN 110%LOL
76. Romeo's~boo-------what him a virgin 110%...lol......i dnt knw maybe...haha...
77. Ignacio V. =)-- LOL I THINK SHE DOESNT EVEN HAVE A VIRGIN HAIR LOL =)
78. Felix= A JENTALMEN NEVER TELLS BUT......HELL NO!!!!
79. gracie***- hell if i know... but i think he's not!
80. jadieex - i wudnt kno, but i dont thinky so!
81.Abz--> lmfao!!! she doesnt even know wat a condom is!!! VIRGIN!!!!
82. scarlett - i duno lol
83. Lauren- no is she fuck lol
84. Rae - Nahh we had sex last night.
85.Maz-Hahahahha....sure she is..Toatl innocent one that one is=]*coff*Boiling tuubeee
86. xtina = nahhhhh mate ;]
87. Vicky - AHAHAHA KRISTINA..?? NO
88. katie - NO, NO SHE FUCKING ISNT
89.Tanith - yes//+ she is saving it for me
90.James. doubt it. in fact, no definatley.
91.Amy - Im gunna go with, no. =] x
92. Lucy - nopers! am i ? xx
93. Ryan - LUCY IS NOT A VIRGIN!!
94.Tom B - he is
95. Lucy S - im pretty sure he is still?!
96. Jamie - im pretty sure, if she's been with nick for abit she's not.
97- keryn- i dont think so i may be wrong tho :S
98. Mr.CHEESE- naw she dont have her V-Card
99. ashley- HAHA no way!!! theres no way something that fine could still be a virgin! no way!
100.Rachel*not really sure, dont know her that well
101. Andrea*..hmm well not really sure but im gonna say yehh ..shes a virgin..ILOVEYOU RACHYBABY!!!!! =]
102.)Ben* yea shes a virgin for sure.
103) Amanda- haha ben.. deff not!
104.)Ian- ya she's a virgin
105!!!) Marissa**- haha ian No way hes not a virgin.
106) Millz Wit Da Skillz:.- pppssshhh.. she betta b or ima tell momma dukes on her!!
107)>K@$$@DY~~> I DON'T THINK SO....
108.~Brandie~yes kassidy is.......I hope
109.*Kayla---No Brandie aint
110. Lavonte Yes shes a virgin
111.Adrianne - no he is not
112 Lavonte- Nigga you aint
113. loveli---> Doubt if you are
114. James aka Sexy Jay---> Virgins don't exist after middle school ..loveli? Not a virgin..
115. Bonita---->don't know him but....i'd have to say yeah right! No one's a virgin anymore
116.DIZZLE~~ NO she is not a virgin
117. angelica... cowboy dizzle is not a virgin
118. Jackie~~~~My bitch geli aint no virgin
119. Krystal~~~~My bitch Jackie right here sure as hell ain't no VIRGIN
120.Kia~~~>Krystal sure hell aint one lol
121. Mr. Stl~~~Kia wishes she was
122.Jasmine B.-----> he have 5 kids, hell no
123.Marge~~~>OH HELL NAW she ain't a virgin have ne 1 seen tha baby pics?
124.Chris - - naw she not a virgin
135. sophia--YEAH HE A VIRGIN
136.Majik-I dont know her like that but i think she a virgin.yeah MV.
137.) Sandra - ok um no Majik aint no virgin haha i know his freaky ass.....
138. *~KayKay~* Hell Nah Sandra AiiN'T NO V She Freaky As Hell..
139. Blaire---- hahah hell nah kaylas not a virgin ahahah luv ya girl
140. Jaime ~~~~ yea right blaire a virgin I dont think so hahaha !!!!
141. Jessie----ok jamie we all know what your hiding so don't deny it lol yea right you a virgin thats funny
142. Kassie~~~ Yea Jessie a virgin?!?!?! Very funnie.
143. AsHlY~~~ KaSsIe, DeFiNaTeLy NOT A ViRgIn!!!!!!!!!!!
144*Megan~~>ahaha ummm no?!?! lol
145.Matt~~~~~nah
146. Shaina B:Matt...a virgin...nope.
147. Shaina K: Shaina your my cousin and all but you fucked my boyfriend. (i forgive you btw) but you are most DEFFINETLY not a virgin...sorry.Oh and whoever gets this next (*cough STEPHEN JOSH AND TYLER*) you knnnnooooowwwwww that Im a virgin RIIGGGGHHHT!!!!
this, this is so sad. Anyways i sent this out yesterday and just got it back. That sad.
Fallen Angel: NOT POLE
~*amanda*~: i wanna them to
JaaaaaaaaAAAAAy: i still cant think your rents think im gay
Fallen Angel: TINKY SOMETHING
Matt 'The Man' Harris: -upset that becki wont make eye contact-
� Milly �: haha
Fallen Angel: TIPSY
~*amanda*~: i never wacthed them when i was little
� Milly �: they think you're a flamin' queer
� Milly �: XD
� Milly �: haha
Fallen Angel: DEFFINETLY NOT LALA SHE WAS MY HOME GIRL
Fallen Angel: wait
Drunken Penguin Ninja (Quack!!!): You think I'm cool dont ya Amanda?
Fallen Angel: was lala a she
~*amanda*~: yea
JaaaaaaaaAAAAAy: im a great big raving cunt, but gay? psh
Fallen Angel: k making sure
� Milly �: haha
Becki: looks back into Matts eyes and smiles*
� Milly �: XD
JaaaaaaaaAAAAAy: *removes cock from mouth*
� Milly �: cunt avoider
� Milly �: >_>
Drunken Penguin Ninja (Quack!!!): What do u think of my pic
� Milly �: haha
� Milly �: XD
� Milly �: omgzorz
� Milly �: -giggles-
Fallen Angel: say helllo "ello"
~*amanda*~: cute
� Milly �: haha
� Milly �: wow
Matt 'The Man' Harris: -knows its a fake smile-
Drunken Penguin Ninja (Quack!!!):
� Milly �: let's all get wasted
� Milly �: and beat the shit out of each other
� Milly �: >_>
Fallen Angel: dora dora dora d explora...
JaaaaaaaaAAAAAy: im up for that
� Milly �: w000
Drunken Penguin Ninja (Quack!!!): Yes
� Milly �: -flashes passing car-
� Milly �: >_>
Becki: *smiles suductively pulling on Matts hair a little*
~*amanda*~: hehehehehe
� Milly �: awkward
JaaaaaaaaAAAAAy: ive been watching gladiators so i want to beat someon wihth
out of those stick things
� Milly �: cyber
Drunken Penguin Ninja (Quack!!!): *thinks* At least one person here thinks I'm cute.
� Milly �: sex
� Milly �: haha
Matt 'The Man'
Milly �: Matt
Matt 'The Man' Harris: haha
Matt 'The Man' Harris: hey jessica
� Milly �: -gives you my crown-
JaaaaaaaaAAAAAy: as long as i get to wear a dress im happy
Matt 'The Man' Harris: im just leavin
JaaaaaaaaAAAAAy: actually, scratch that
� Milly �: I still own diz shit though
� Milly �:
Matt 'The Man' Harris: but i'll b back in an hour
� Milly �: haha
� Milly �: aww
� Milly �: jay
JaaaaaaaaAAAAAy: i want my jesus costume
� Milly �: D:'
Becki: do you have MSN?
� Milly �: yes
Matt 'The Man' Harris: yeah
� Milly �: put it on
Jessica: oh really that sucks cuz i wanted to talk
� Milly �: o_O
�im afraid to tell how i feel to her�: I HAVE MSN YAHOO AND AIM
�im afraid to tell how i feel to her�: BOOYAH BITCHES
Matt 'The Man' Harris: message me jessica
� Milly �: same here
� Milly �: Dakota
� Milly �: dork
~*amanda*~: u still there
�im afraid to tell how i feel to her�: haha
JaaaaaaaaAAAAAy: I HAVE A BIG STICK
�im afraid to tell how i feel to her�: yeaps ima dork
� Milly �: I have vf messanger too
� Milly �: =O
� Milly �: ohhhhhhhhhhh
Drunken Penguin Ninja (Quack!!!): Yea
� Milly �: -snaps fingers-
� Milly �: beat that
Fallen Angel: my brother just made a rap about a girl living on a street pregnant and
the father could be 12 men....my brothers ten.
~*amanda*~: ok cool
� Milly �: bitch
Fallen Angel: dont know where he got that from...
Jessica: on aim?
Drunken Penguin Ninja (Quack!!!): What did you do
Matt 'The Man' Harris: becki, message me ur address, i'll add u wen i get back
� Milly �: hah fallen
JaaaaaaaaAAAAAy: bahahahaha angel
Matt 'The Man' Harris: no, on here
�im afraid to tell how i feel to her�: MILLY IS A BITCH
�im afraid to tell how i feel to her�: BUT
�im afraid to tell how i feel to her�: A HOT BITCH
� Milly �: haha
� Milly �: yes
� Milly �: =O
Fallen Angel: im shock
� Milly �: well
~*amanda*~: i dont think u wanna know
� Milly �: not hot
Jessica: oh ok so wuz up?
Becki: Okay, later matt
� Milly �: fairly well temperatured
JaaaaaaaaAAAAAy: MILLYS PARENTS ARE CONVINCED THAT I LOVE THE COCK
� Milly �: o_O
Drunken Penguin Ninja (Quack!!!): Yea I do
� Milly �: yes
� Milly �: hahah
� Milly �: =O
Drunken Penguin Ninja (Quack!!!): IDC
JaaaaaaaaAAAAAy: AND THEY ARE PROBABLY RIGHT
Matt 'The Man' Harris: bye everyone. be back in an hour
� Milly �: they think you're a big fat queer
~*amanda*~: it is perasonal
� Milly �: -gigglesnort-
Drunken Penguin Ninja (Quack!!!): OK
� Milly �: jay
�im
Milly= emily
Drunken= Josh
Jaaaay= tyler
amanda= well who do you think
and matt= come on!!
Jessica= do i have to say this?
Fallen Angel= of course, me.
** at 4:39 PM richard. joined the room
richard.: hello
Dr Saj: my darling my lover, my beutiful wife, marrying you has screwed up my life
Jake (ALSO FUCKING BURRITO): lol
Dr Saj: yes youtube!
Fallen Angel: some people have the weirdest display names
Southpaw: hi richard
Your Dirty Little Secret: lol
Jake (ALSO FUCKING BURRITO): ariana you make me laugh
Fallen Angel: lol
Jeff Strucel: youtube "the spirit of truth" if you haven't already
Gabrielle: ha
Jake (ALSO FUCKING BURRITO): is there a real point to you saying my cursing is
bad?
Dr Saj: i love youtube, managed to find nostalgic rainbow episodes
Jake (ALSO FUCKING BURRITO): sandy! My favorite milf
Fallen Angel: dr saj: that was the most loveliest poem ever
Jeff Strucel: but i'm sure everyones seen it by now
Jake (ALSO FUCKING BURRITO): *sexs*
Jake (ALSO FUCKING BURRITO): *loves*
********** at 4:39 PM richard. left the room
Dr Saj: ive got more fallen
Dr Saj: but il stop
Southpaw: *laughs like hell*
Dr Saj: ive "touched" someone
Jake (ALSO FUCKING BURRITO): ? kay?
Dr Saj: roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet and so are you, BUT the
roses have wilted, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl is empty, just like your head
Jeff Strucel: it's for the most part true
maRk: thnx lovely
Fallen Angel: woah
Your Dirty Little Secret:
Fallen Angel: lmao
Your Dirty Little Secret: np
Fallen Angel: lols
this is all from a chat room of people i know from my school. I guess I can tell you 3 people. Me:Fallen Angel. Tyler: Jake. and Josh: Dr. Saj.
Seriously they are the only dudes i know with serious harmonal problems.
They need help.
Today Im doing really lovely everythings doing good besides this one problem at school but ill tell you tommorrow cuz today everything is perfect.
** at 4:39 PM richard. joined the room
richard.: hello
Dr Saj: my darling my lover, my beutiful wife, marrying you has screwed up my life
Jake (ALSO FUCKING BURRITO): lol
Dr Saj: yes youtube!
Fallen Angel: some people have the weirdest display names
Southpaw: hi richard
Your Dirty Little Secret: lol
Jake (ALSO FUCKING BURRITO): ariana you make me laugh
Fallen Angel: lol
Jeff Strucel: youtube "the spirit of truth" if you haven't already
Gabrielle: ha
Jake (ALSO FUCKING BURRITO): is there a real point to you saying my cursing is
bad?
Dr Saj: i love youtube, managed to find nostalgic rainbow episodes
Jake (ALSO FUCKING BURRITO): sandy! My favorite milf
Fallen Angel: dr saj: that was the most loveliest poem ever
Jeff Strucel: but i'm sure everyones seen it by now
Jake (ALSO FUCKING BURRITO): *sexs*
Jake (ALSO FUCKING BURRITO): *loves*
********** at 4:39 PM richard. left the room
Dr Saj: ive got more fallen
Dr Saj: but il stop
Southpaw: *laughs like hell*
Dr Saj: ive "touched" someone
Jake (ALSO FUCKING BURRITO): ? kay?
Dr Saj: roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet and so are you, BUT the
roses have wilted, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl is empty, just like your head
Jeff Strucel: it's for the most part true
maRk: thnx lovely
Fallen Angel: woah
Your Dirty Little Secret:
Fallen Angel: lmao
Your Dirty Little Secret: np
Fallen Angel: lols
this is all from a chat room of people i know from my school. I guess I can tell you 3 people. Me:Fallen Angel. Tyler: Jake. and Josh: Dr. Saj.
Seriously they are the only dudes i know with serious harmonal problems.
They need help.
Today Im doing really lovely everythings doing good besides this one problem at school but ill tell you tommorrow cuz today everything is perfect.
Again, I stare at the sun... Defying life and fate is what I do... It was what I was meant to do... I do not believe that I was born into a life of unhappiness, nor that I will ever be happy again... But this is my life...my story... And the pages are still being written... Look upon them, but do not look too far into them... You may see the future, the upcoming events, but as long as I am both the protagonist and the author, the story will never stay the same... It will change, as all things do... But this time around, I have turned around and stared into the eyes of the beast who had long since haunted me... It's my turn to be happy...and not a single one of you will stop me...
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