Tonight i'm going to practice writing in a dream journal, i've been meaning to for so many years, and i've been having some weird and beautiful nightmares recently, so i thought tonight would be a good night. Wish me luck.
Being 18 sucks. I don't mind being able to buy alcohol, cigars, and knives and shit, but when it snows on your birthday, it kinda ruins it all. I hate christmas but I don't hate snow. In fact I love snow, but when you have arranged a 70's cheese and wine party, but all your guests leave within 20 minutes through fear of getting stuck it sucks. The next day when you want to legally go clubbing, but cant because there is no transport, it sucks.
It's my birthday, and buying Cigars, and other stuff is great, but without blood, my 18th feels incomplete.
Since my supposed "best friend" started lying to me, telling my girlfriend I was committing adultery, and fucking under-age girls, I decided I wanted to be nothing to do with that sort of filth. Unfortunately that filth was my only source of blood. I've been without blood for about 2 or 3 months now, and its starting to get too much. I can't get much sleep, I'm always tired, I'm always hungry, I'm always thirsty, I get stomach aches regularly, and my general well being just seems to go downhill. I doubt many people are reading this, but if even 10 people do, I'm sure at least five think I'm talking bullshit. And I wouldn't blame them for a second. If someone came up to me claiming to be a vampire I wouldn't believe them either. I just need blood... Real badly. I heard there is a blood bar in Brighton, but you have to be 21, so you don't have loads of just turned 18 year old's running in with STI's asking to drink blood. If only True Blood, or the stuff in day breakers, or some sort of substitute existed. But why would anyone put any money into research for a fictional cause? Whatever, rant over. Feel free to comment, and tell me how much of a poser I am, I know out of the 10 people that may or may not read this, at least seven are thinking that by the end of this post.
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i know how you feel and it sucks terribly...i hate it.
i don't care who or what you are just as long as your respectful, now back to the ending part. you do rant like allooooottt!
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anamalechecho
22:57 Jan 17 2010
I'll put my dreams up on here for anyone who wants to read them. Watch this space.