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It feels like I can never keep my head above water. I feel like I am destined to fail.

I try to be a caring lover and daughter, but my hands keep slipping off the rail.



I try to put everyone's needs before my own, only to get stabbed in the back and laughed at to my face in the end.

Why am I afraid to be alone?

Is there someone out there to whom my feelings I can send?



I try to be strong, I try to hide my weaknesses in the darkest part of my heart.

But when I screw up they rushing to the surface for air.



It's staring at me with black eyes, I don't know what to do.

I have to do something before it rips me apart.

It has to sink back down there, but it fights because it has a clue.



When people look at me, it looks like all they see is air.

I know I'm not that important, at least not enough for anyone to care.



I do everything I can for people, only to get fucked over in the end.

Well I'm sick of putting my neck out for liers, hypocrites, and users.

I start to despise the human race, full of empty vessels that only pretend.



Everyone says I'm depressed,I guess it's true.

But if they could see the world through my eyes, they would be too.



Don't you love it when someone judges you, without knowing a fucking thing about you?

I deal with this everyday, waiting for this suffering to be through.

It feels like I can never keep my head above water.



I feel like I am destined to fail...

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LordIce
17:24 Apr 24 2015

This is awesome I love it

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SLEEPERKING30
01:31 May 07 2015

failure is the lesson of life

which bring us closer to victory..

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