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for the ones who would like to view my old profile, here it is: It just didn't seem right to delete it.



A little something about me, I'm the classical innocent cute looking girl with my blond hair and big blue eyes. That's everything that is cute about me ::smiles slyly mhuahua:: When you get me pissed off I won't rest untill I broke all your bones with my own hands. My respect is not easily earned, but if you manage you're lucky. I hate backstabbers, preppy's, foniez. I don't go well with childeren, I have the tendency to rip their heads off and drink their blood. I'm pretty sadistic, morbid, twisted and dark. I'm a cutter almost suicidal. I have a temper, a sharp tongue (figure of speech). I'm depressed and don't open-up easily to people. I've lost my faith in true love a long time ago. My hearts been broken many many times so I don't throw trust around. I can be happy and most likely I can fake it. I smoke cigarettes and sometimes weed. I write poetry because I adore poems (makes sense doesn't it?). I never have shared my inner, deep thoughts with someone, but they simply wouldn't understand and jugde me wrong. I have bad moodswings and not just during my pms. I pretty laidback most of the time but a simple snap with your fingers and I'll be jumping at your troath. So basicly don't fuck with me cause I fuck back.

::looks up and sighs:: okay so much for the aggresive side of me... I cannot help myself sometimes, I just hold a lot of hate in my chest and I'm impulsive most of the time. I have a high amount of empathy, therefor I also feel the suffering and hurting of others. Sometimes that is a real curse when I feel depressed myself. I was into wicca a few years ago, but since then I did not find the time to pratise it even though I do know a lot about it. I'm more into black magic these days maybe because my inner demon has been growing lately. I don't judge people fast and age isn't a argument in my eyes, it is the level of intelligence that truly counts. I don't have many friends, that is because I select my friends carefully and also because I scare most people away with my gotic/vampyre clothing. How looks can be decieving... I said before that I lost my faith in love a long time ago, maybe that is true but somewhere deep down inside of me I'm still waiting for my dark prince.

A little more about my personal interests: I can write hieroglypics and I have ans enormious interest in the ancient history of egypt. The pagan way of life has also intrueged me. That is way I did research about wicca in the first place.



my beautifull sister BLOODYHELL I love you and welcome to the rave :: winks ::



and my true sister CHARLOTTE I love you even more ::winks and grins::



DARRYN, thank you for being my friend, you have helped me more than you can imagine.



Wow, okay it's been so long since I've been here, as you may or not have noticed.... o_o'

What I didn't realize that I would miss it so much... But my absence wasn't without a reason. I thought I founded (yes that is in past time sentence) the love of life a time ago and I was so mad about him. he was my world and I thought that I was his.. well think again! he dumped me for no good reason and two weeks after this he went back to his ex girlfriend who happens to be my best friend... damn how pissed and broken I were... I never ever ever feel so alone as I do now, it seemed that forgotten the reason why i didn't trust people now the reason stabbed me in the back.. So what I am saying is that I've spended to last couple of months in my room cutting myself. I have absolutly have no idea why I am telling you this, I believe I need to get it of my chest...