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love that has gone astray,

time that go's by so slow,

weeping hearts,

burnt faces,

bitter sweet sorrow,

a love that got away,

and found another,

soul mates,

ripped apart at the seams,

a tornado of emotions,

surrounding them,

the passion and lust you shared,

hitting you in the face,

everything from the begining to the end,

haunting your dreams,

sweet sorrow,

with all the good and bad memories,

love gone astray,

as time takes one last tick,

then stops,

till your heart can love again.

i am sitting here,

with only you on my mind,

a smile slowly creeps upon my face,

as i reminis of laughter we shared,

i can't believeyou shose me,

i am in heaven,

as i go back,

through the times we've shared,

all the laughter,

the jokes,

sweet moments,

when will i get to see your face when i am awake,

when will i meet the man in my dreams that brings me such joy,

tears start to stream down my face,

the anger i feel towards the pain the dream causes me,

it could put a rocket to mars and back,

but even with the tears,

the anger,

i can't forget about him,

he is tall,

dark,

handsom,

pierced,

tatooed,

and is perfect,

i am in love with a guy that doesn't exsist,

and it doesn't bother me,

cause he will never break my heart,

and he comes to me every night.

why do people like to push me so close to the edge,

why do people like to test me,

i hate the life i'm living in,

why can't i get out,

my depression so high,

i can find a way out,

only for a short time,

then reality strikes again,

all the pain comes back,

where can i go,

why can i not leave this place,

why do i torment myself so,

only a picture they see,

the real side,

only one see's,

why do people have to torment me so,

pushing me closer to the edge,

any closer,

and i may slip,

sliping,

exhaling my last breath,

that might not be so bad,

only one knows the truth,

only he can't help,

why am i hre,

what is my purpose,

why do i taunt my heart,

with guys beyond my reach,

why do i bother,

i'm only dead in the end anyway,

when will i die,

when will it all end,

i am am forsaken,

end it all now,

please,

let the torment end,

let my soul soar free,

sooner or later it will happen,

why not now,

send me to heaven....

or hell,

its all the same to me,

just end it all now,

make it go away,

just let me be happy,

and i will oew you my eternity,

lift the stress away,

make it stop,

let me be free again...

with a simple shot.