Love has many forms and many side affects. i seen and felt them all. now i can rest in peace. my heart was taken and fixed and i love the person who fixed it. i love him more then anything and yet i think hes mad at me. i wasnt trying to. theres so much going on that i cant think clearly. now that my mind is calm i can think perfectly clear and i want him to know that i'm sorry. i was't doubting him i was just confused on somethings that i want and was trying to clear my mind of it, but i want HIM more then anyone else even my own family. and i want him to know that.
what does the word "happyness" mean? what does it feel like? well i have it. i'm happy being with the best man. he hasn't hurt me, but not being able to talk to him does. yeah we live far apart, but my heart will beat for him and only for him. hes not an ass hole or a smart ass. he's himself. a caring, loving person who will always be there. this one i will not give up on. my heart beats faster when i talk to him. i get warm just hearing him talk. this is how i know that i have true love and happyness.
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