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When you walk into my store and I speak to you could you at least acknowledge that fact.Don't just breeze by me and act like I haven't opened my mouth.When you can't find something ask me.Don't assume we have the product just because another store does.Don't try and tell me we have a product that I know we don't carry.I have been at this store for going on six fucking years I order the trucks,I check in the trucks,I fucking put up the stock,I can tell you where a product is located down to the position it is on the shelf.When you come through my line,and I ask for your ID don't fucking give me attitude.I will not go to jail or pay a fine or lose my job for anyone.Don't tell me you come to this store all the time,chances are I will recognize you if you do,since I fucking work all shifts and every weekend,if I don't recognize you don't be offended I see over a hundred people a day.When I ask you for your ID and you don't have it,don't say 'The other clerks here know me' if thats the case I guess you should have gotten in their line,because if you don't have it you ain't getting shit.If you have made you purchase and get smart with me,you will no longer keep your purchase.I do know how to post void,and you will be asked to leave the store.Don't fucking get pissed at me if I refuse the sale,I have good reason for doing so.When you pay for your purchase,place the money in my hand,don't lay it on the counter.That is just fucking rude.I don't bite,I'm not a dirty person.You expect me to put your change into your hand,and some of you fucks are disgusting......drooling,filthy,nasty fuckers I wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole.don't put your hand around the neck of the bottle and act like you are jerking it off,don't ask to see my tits and dont fucking ask me out.Why would I want to date a drunk that has to come into the store two and three times a day.I NEED A VACATION!

Well this past weekend sucked pretty much.I found out Friday I didn't get the job(really no surprise there).He hired two people from the outside and promoted two people from within,neither from this area.He hired all men this time. What a surprise.My daughter turned 18 Saturday.Thursday night she informed me she was moving out.Going to live with Chareine and Tony.She told me she was going to leave on her birthday.My Daddy died on the 18th,I find out I didn't get the job on the 18th,my landlord gives me a bunch of BS on the 18th. On the 18th of May I lose it.I had heard some things(not true at least I think they aren't true)and they had been eating me up.It all came to a head Friday night.I had a HUGE fight with Elysia,said terriable things.Well somewhat in my defense the things I said were what I had heard.I pushed her,but I didn't hit her.I yelled at her very unrationially.I had actually lost it.All this shit comming at one time.After I finished yelling at her,I came downstairs and started crying.She came down with some of my clothes(I told her I wanted all my stuff back)to wash.She was crying too,so I asked her to come over to me and we both just started sobbing.I bet we sit there for 10 minutes,her beside me in the chair.After we both calmed down she helped me become more rationial.We talked for a couple of hours before Joe got home.She is gone......I miss her.At work Saturday night I called Tony.I told him if he doesn't keep an eye on her he won't have to worry about Joe....he will have to deal with me.Well off to work,I have two long days this week.The only high note,I work 5 hours on Friday and Saturday opening both days.TeeHee Joe is calling in Saturday!

I was up today at the butt crack of dawn to get ready for the interview(which I fucked up...again)I know the answers I just don't know how to put then into words or the words Patrick wants to hear.So I guess for the rest of the duration that I work for the state I will be third key.Well I guess being third key isn't so bad.Joe would like me to quit and get something else....in away I would like to do that also,but I know I am not going to find anything close to making what I make now.So I guess I will stay where I am until I get so sick of all the bullshit I will leave.Ohhhhhh guess what!Elysia passed her GED test so she has officially 'graduated'Yay!!!! I am so proud of her.She needed ummmmm what was it,2050 to pass and scored 2730.If she had only put that into her school work...I would love to watch one of my kids walk across the stage and receive a diplomia.Any way Jheryd should graduate this year too.Maybe I can see him receive his,that would be awesome.Now if I could only get Joe to get his GED.....

Well now I got the stupid interview again.I go Thursday at 8 in the morning.I'm not sure why I got picked to go so early,I do have to open the store.Maybe he wants all the shit out of the way and thats why I have to go first.Who knows.Bill told me to go into the interview and act like a manager.WTF does that even mean?I went to see Marie today...she gave me a little insight.I also stopped by to see Bonnie.I told her I 'owned 'this interview.What a load of bullshit.I'm sure I will fuck this up like I have every other one.I don't understand why...why have this process.Why can't someone be promoted?What harm would it do to have an inside promotion?I don't understand.Shit I borrowed a notebook from my daughter to put stuff in when I talked to Marie today.In the front of the notebook was a couple of drawings she had done.They were of pot leafs(no doubt) and I didn't want to distroy her book so I left them alone and went to the back pages to write stuff down.As I was talking to Marie I turned the book over and noticed a huge pot leaf drawn on the other side with 'I love Mary Jane' printed underneath it.I could have fucking died.I couldn't believe what I was seeing.I quickly put the book down and shook my head.Thats all I fucking need.To have everyone at ABC think I blaze or my daughter does that.Well she does....sometimes.......but that is none of their business.......yeah sometimes I do too....but still.OMG I had to drive to work a few months ago to give something to Tim (safe keys) and I was buzzed a little when I went,The fucking car lights were freaking me out.Man though, you should play Super Mario 3 when you are high.I geek out soooooo bad.Joe has this little song he sings when we play,and it makes me laugh sooooo hard.I end up dying and can't stop laughing when he starts playing.He kicks my ass in that game.We stay up half the night playing.Good Times,good times.