Man, Tim told me before I left work today that Patrick wants the new guy to 'work' with him for a couple of weeks.So in effect he gets 2 more weeks of training while I have to close when policy states I should not do when there are two management people in the store.Man when I get this interview(and I say I am going to get one for the simple fact that I made the packet the last two times)fuck I forgot what I was going to say.Damnit.I need to wow Patrick......how could I do that.I feel I am qualified for the job,hell I'm doing it now.I don't understand why he can't see that.God thank You for Joe.He keeps me sane thru all of the BS.I can't wait til we get married.I know he loves me as much as I love him.Sorry to get off the subject of work.I feel like Dane Cook...'I did my best'Fuck it,I can't do anymore than what I am doing now,and if he can't see that he is blind as well as stupid.
I heard today that Patrick said..."I am not going to hire within the agency and have to live with the choice."WTF does that mean?Is he fucking retarded?
Well its official,I did not get the promotion.The head Dick in charge decided on an outsider.Am I upset? Fuck yes I am.Why do I waste my time in a fucking dead end job?I have held my position for the past five years,in the course of those five years I have temperally(however it's spelled) assumed the assistant managers position.I even fucking worked...what was it 26,27 hours in 2 days.I fucking open the store.....I close the son of a bitch.I even stayed late tonight to make sure the cash was right.Why why why?Two positions are open....again.I guess I will punish myself and apply........again.It must look right in Richmond or else I wouldn't make the packet. What do I have to do to get this promotion?Suck his d**k?Sorry fucktard I don't play that.If I don't get the job(s) I am going to find a new one.One where I will be appreciated, and advance.You know,I just thought of something.Usually any time there is an office mishap,and not a school thingy(God Bless VT) it is a government employee that pulls the trigger.Hmmmmmmm makes me wonder.
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Congrats Dave.........congrats on getting the position,the one I was afraid I would be put in.You and Eddie are alot alike,you should fit well in the store.How can someone get a position when they don't even know that time should be checked before you tell someone they have to take an hour lunch?How, when you set in the store an extra 1/2 hour because you are freaked out over the amount of money we took in for the day?WTF!! You made Tony sit there until after 11 because you had to compare the amount of cash to credit card sales,or did you make Tony sit because you were afraid to step out into the 'Hood' by yourself.Loud noises Dave,loud noises.
I guess I will find out my standing in the next couple of days,do I have to apply again,or will I get the position I have worked so hard for over the last several years.
Well I had my interview yesterday for the 4 open positions in the company.I hate to jinx myself but I feel I did pretty well.If I can't get Melrose,I at least should get Daleville.I couldn't answer one question though.It had to do with motavation(sp)How do I motavate ......my God that looks so wrong..... employees.I couldn't think of an answer to save my soul.I don't know,if I ask one of them to do something they just do it.I don't have to beg or threaten(fuck I can't spell tonight)They respect me as I do them.Oh well I should find out in a week if I get anyone of them.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
oKAY I feel a little better now.
Not that anyone reads the shit I write anyway.....I don't know why I bother.I had an interview today for four different positions at work.I feel I did okay but I really don't want to jinx myself.We had a laugh or two,and I feel I answered okay.....so we shall see how it went in oh about a week and a half.Joe and Lesh and Mark seemed proud of me so thats all that mattered.Fuck it yeah.
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