When you look at me what is it that you truly see?
When you hear me what is it you truly here?
When you see tear in my eyes why are they there?
When you see me angry why am I angry?
I have been the reason for all your destruction. The reason for you discomfort. The reason for your uncontrollable desire to hate. You have no clue who or what I am. I am the one who brings down thos who trespass in my life. Those who interfere with my desire to be hated. Those who think they can come into my life and attempt to destroy what I have built. I am the reason for your distrust. For your not wanting to be around me. I dont care for I am the reason why I am well hated amongst all of you. You wont admit it but deep down you truly do. I do not care because I was never here on this god awful planet to be liked by anyone.
The word treason itself means to go against your own people. Well, I am living proof of that word. I have not being working with my people since I was born, since I have been turned into this monster. The word treason is what made me who I am today. The worst being known to man kind. I dont care for a single one of you one little bit. Hate me that much more? Good go right ahead it does not affect me at all.
The word disloyalty means not being loyal to someone. Well I can say this, I am loyal to one and one only. I will never hurt or earn distrust from this person. I make this person happy all the time with no question about it. She has only been in my life a short time but I do care for her alot.
The word dishonor means to offend someones honor. I have a lot of honor in my body and I defend my honor on a daily basis against the likes of people like you. I will forever defend my honor at all costs even it mean my own life being taken.
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babe is that towords me
why would you even ask me that kind of question? first of it a journal, second of all, it doesnt matter who its towards ok, i will write whatever i want in my journal abdout anyone i want to write about, if you and anyone else hs a problem with that than deal with it
i dont have a problem i was just asking'
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