Psychic vampire codex by Michelle Bellinger - its an awesome book and its great for the newly awakened psi vamp. I wish i had this book when i "awakened" when i was 14yrs old, but better late than never. It has helped me learn new things that i never knew i could do.(not including feeding, that just came naturally and i naturally can control it.)
I went to Indianapolis Indiana on sunday to go to gen con, which is an anime convention. No, i dont like anime or anything but my girlfriend does and i went to support her, she supports me with my vampirism so why shouldn't i support her anime obsession. well, while we were in this huge room i was getting soo over whelmed. One, there was a bunch of people there like a lot, and also a lot of energy, with being part psi not only can i "see" it but i was also takeing it in. i think thats why i hate being in large crowds... i feel like im the only person , human or vamp, that has this fear or should i say phobia.
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No, you are not the only one.
I am a Psi-Vampire as well and I have the same problem and fear of large crowds. The one thing with me though is that I have know idea that I am taking there energy until a friend on here explained to me what I was. I always thought I was one and different from other people. So, now since I know what I am I now have a problem of learning how to control it.
Also, my mother has the same problem but I think she doesn't know what she is. She is a Psi-Vampire too and she also has a fear of large crowds. Her and I are the exact same. You could say we are twins.
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