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its 2:51 PM on sat. i'm still in my jammies, cold and wrapped up in a blanket. I feel much better today..laast night i was just stupid and restless and hurting. Lately i am always restless and i completly hate it. i wish i could be truly happy..i wouldn't know how to though. I don't know what i am really wanting.

Besides a significant other lol i know i want that.

Its no fun at all to sleep alone at night.

I'm cold D:, i need arms around me.

i need to get laid hahahahha

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samanthasprettycorpse
21:34 Apr 11 2009

*hugs* I know how you feel, but even with someone there, the emptiness is not always filled.

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i hate my friends. i hate people.

but more importently i hate myself.

i really wish i was pathetic enough to fucking slice my throat.

sadly i'm not

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Blackheresy
01:40 Apr 11 2009

Huh? Why on earth would you think any of that?

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samanthasprettycorpse
02:14 Apr 11 2009

How many times have I felt this way?

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UndoneByBeauty
17:17 Apr 12 2009

I'm sorry to hear you are having a hard time. I hope your weekend goes better. Nothing too much is really worth killing yourself over. There's too many wonderful possibilities in life to let them all go over how you might only be feeling for a moment.



Hang in there.



People suck, but there are a secret few that make life so totally worth while.

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