The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

So, this is random. I was trying to figure out everything, and i discovered absoluetly nothing. I get drunk to get social, yet i refuse to be social. I think i've had enough bad relationships that i feel i was responsible for causing the damage, that i want to help everyone else by staying the fuck away lol..i don't know.

The sad thing is, i was offered head. Andi turned it down. I took her home, and i went back to my place, and just tried to figure out ehy i did'nt. i do have a dick, ya know. This chick is alright too, slim, and it's riduclous why i wouldn't want to sleep with her. But it's like a sense that says back off when the offer's made, and then its me beating myself up when i get home. lyfe is funny.

ish i need sleep.

nite'rs ya;ll.

love Zani

ps. stay all night and we'll save the population