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“Forever Gray” The Zani 1/07/06



Two innocent little kids, playing house and acting real

Two lost little children, pretending to believe in themselves

Two Lost little pairs, searching the house for each other

Two lost little kiddes, full of love and it’s doubt



She was in love, with a stranger she barely knew

Filling herself with prejudice, she decided it was forever

Kneeling down, she choose, to be the best route to ensnare

Carefully, she crept into his heart, turning right into wrong

Believing in him, just a waste of tyme

Following him down the road and meeting for the first tyme

She spit in his eye, cast him away, tried to remember why

she was in love with this vagrant. He had no money, no self-respect, and he was scared.

So, she shut him away, and tossed the key goodbye

Forevermore that little girl turned her heart forever gray



He was scared, of being delved into, he was frightened

Never in his mind could he encompass a love so strong

It was trying to envision his own demise

And so he went with it, and kept the story true

He had a secret, one she was dying to know.

And so, on the fateful day he revealed his sorrow

She lost herself in himself,

and turned the boys heart, forever gray.









Years down the road, the two met again

Bitter hearts, torn like a rose stem

He tried to play it cool

She tried to keep up with a smile

But she was lost, and he knew it

And he, happened to also be seeking a direction

And she knew it



So sitting together at a coffee shop nearby,

they related their tales to each other

trying to probe for a new weakness



Only to learn, that she was fire, and he was water



Only to learn, that if they’d only stayed together



Then perhaps the road would have been better

and perhaps, they really do love each other

through and through

But than again, perhaps it would have been the same

and we wouldn’t be kids going through and exchanging

of names.

“Open” 1/5/06—Zanimeistar



I’m sick and I need to sleep

give me a coffin so that I may weep

as I close the lid, shut the gate, pretend that im not a freak

lay me down, gentle, as I slowly crash at you feet

and leave me, for 1000 years, so that I can be me



awakened early, I stumble from my slumber

wipe the blood off my lips, another embrace of your lips

and were on the floor, latching onto each others hips

across the room, onto the bed, were we can see the clouds above, floating along like ships.



One more tyme, there is no more tyme left

I must leave in order to save you from myself

don’t worry, I’ll be back. I never mean what I mean

I’ll always be around your back, always.

And just to warn, I can’t lose again

so don’t lose me. Because I need you to open

my coffin and make sure im not me



-love Zani