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12:21 Apr 24 2006
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After all that has gone on

i though i might have made it.

So why is it now im stilling here crying

why is it sometimes i feel my insides dying?



I got out i set myself free

why do i still feel that somthing is missing in me?

This pain tugging at my heart

causing me to cry

all i can do is sit and wounder why?

short but sweet
12:17 Apr 24 2006
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its the same old boring day

in this same old boring allyway.

its funny how the day goes by

as we take this risk that we all could die.

12:10 Apr 24 2006
Times Read: 666




Do you every feel like

your going round and round?

because thats how im feeling now

going back to how i was

but so much has changed.



i cant do the things that make me better

in fear of losing people i care for.

The more i cant

the more i need to.



just to make me feel alive

to feel the pain.

just to no im really here

right now im feeling dead.



I need to see blood

it will save my soul.

Im damned im lost

but still i see my light.



Is it wrong to love what i do

to cut and bleed if it is then i am wrong.

Just leave me to cut

leave me to bleed.



its to late to save my soul

but just enough for the devil to claim it.

Mt time is coming to an end my soul slips away

soon my life will b gone.

11:57 Apr 24 2006
Times Read: 667

Time goes by i miss the things i had

the person i was.

None off this would have happend

if only i didnt change.



The people i have lost

the things i've said.

The times ive hurt

the times i've hurt people i care about.



I would take it all back

if i could just see thoses people.

The people i hurt happy again

just to no im not the cause of there pain.



Everytime im happy it kills thoses people

who have been there.

I dont no what to do

i dont no what to say



just to make them happy again.

11:45 Apr 24 2006
Times Read: 670

time is falling past

it wont slow down.

i cant stop it

and now it seems ive missd alot.

i dont no what happend

or how it all ended up like this.



I wish i knew why i didi it

i wish i could filll in the blanks.

nothing i wish for ever come true

and now i dont no what to do.

i need to cry shout and scream

but nothing every comes out.



The things i need to say

i can never find the words for.

i need to cry

but the tears have ran dry.

i need to shout

but no words come out.



So now its all over

i cant do this anymore

It gettting to much.

this unseen pressure

thats has been put on me

thats it i give up.

11:35 Apr 24 2006
Times Read: 671

The day dawns

another helpless day.

when they rise i sleep

the light burns my eyes.



Times fade away

as night turns to day.

As all my feeling just wash away

and sweet sweet numbness hits me.



Suddenly i can do anything

is this what death is like,

or do i just want

to be happy??