Today i cant help but feel the irony of yesterday.
Longing to ask simple questions.
The one who has shown me i still have a heart never comes and yet always seems to be on my mind.
The simple act of seeing her seems to make my heart jump in excitement though i can never seem to utter a phrase worth anything.
Thinking of anything seems impossible and somehow i cant help but feel my mind has waited and toyed with me too much.
Lost hope is surrounding me and i cant seem to fight the urge to walk away from someone i never had.
Without a shred of doubt that i want her i cant seem to get the courage to ask.
i feel eternally alone and so shall i be.
COMMENTS
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Smile
10:30 May 05 2010
Just ask her. What's worst that could happen, she could reject you? Rejection is not death. It may feel like it but it's not. You will live. :) The best you can do is put yourself out there and hope for the best. *hug*
YourMom
17:28 Jan 11 2011
lol that chick decided not to answer when i did ask her... got the old "here's my number hit me up on that" then ignored and finally she ended up in the parkinglot making out with her girlfriend to try to get to me... this town sucks lmao