15:31 Jun 11 2024
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Anthony is so fucking cringey...
I had also told him about how you can easily make caps in 76 by hunting colored Asylum Uniforms. And I told him I'd pay him if he found the red. And his response to me was that he didn't care about caps or equipment, he would rather I turn on notifications for him on Discord instead in exchange for it.
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The fact that I even let him add me on Discord is miraculous. And no one has notification privileges on my phone. Except for Wolfie. Even though Wolfie is gone. Anyway. That's just kinda how I've always been when it comes to messaging with everyone. It's nothing personal. Trying to strong-arm me into acknowledging his messages in exchange for a digital item... It just has ick-factor. And then he mentioned to me last night that I've never seen what he looks like. And I tried to, as politely as possible, tell him I don't fucking care xD Like, dude... come on. I just wanna game. It's not gonna happen, buddy, I am 100% not interested in you beyond gaming with you, and my tolerance for that gets pretty low when you do shit like this. I literally consider just completely blocking him every day because I feel like I haven't done anything wrong, but I don't want him to feel led on. I don't know how you could feel led on when I've been very firm about keeping it a gaming thing despite you perpetually trying to make it more. Even if I weren't already still in love with someone else, he would have absolutely zero chance with me. And I don't wanna be the bitch that tells him that point-blank. But it's about to be necessary.
07:06 Jun 07 2024
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Speaking of Silent Hill... The $70 price tag on the Silent Hill 2 remake, in my opinion, is criminal. It's just plain fucking greed. Remake or not, Silent Hill isn't exactly a new concept, and you know the remake will NEVER outdo the original. I could not play the original Silent Hill 2 after the sun went down. If I was playing, and it got close to sunset, I'd turn it off. That's how mentally fucked it got me. When I see grown-ass men streaming games, and literally screaming like girls... these games aren't even scary. Banban and Poppy and Piggy and Freddy, ultimately not scary. Silent Hill 2 though... it isn't even a game you scream over, it's one you drop your controller, and run away from the TV because you literally feel scared for your life xD I just don't see the remake making that. And I think charging over maybe $40 is robbery for a game that ALREADY EXISTS.
07:10 Jun 01 2024
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So two of my friend groups clashed today in Fallout, Sly and Anthony. Now when it comes to Anthony... obviously he thinks our friendship is several levels deeper than what it is. It happens to me with most people, most people get overly attached to me far, far quicker than I attach, if ever, to them. Maybe I'm just socially inept... I dunno xD I always feel like people get attached to me much deeper than I attach to anyone. I was talking to a friend of mine yesterday while we were playing Elden Ring. And he's a cool guy or whatever, he doesn't annoy me. But he had mentioned something to me about how if I don't see him online for a couple days that I shouldn't worry, he had some medical procedure or whatever. And my response was maybe kinda rude... but like, I mean, I wouldn't worry anyway xD Cause ya know... on my side of things, we're like casual gaming friends, we don't talk or play together every day, I don't worry when I don't see him, or anyone else, on. I dunno, I don't obsessively think about people when they're not around or wonder what they're doing. Except Wolfie. But like... that's a person I was in a longterm relationship with. Not just someone I occasionally game with. I think maybe I hurt his feelings, but... it's not that I specifically don't care or hope for the worst for you, I just don't think about you when you're not around. No offense xD It's like Anthony telling me he'll wait for me, and I'm his best friend. That's... nice from someone I've known a couple weeks? You're not my best friend, but that's cool xD I don't wanna be mean, but it's like people get attached to me on a level that isn't mutual, and it makes it kinda awkward. So that's kinda how I feel with Anthony, a little awkward. But I'm soft-hearted, and completely blocking someone out just for being a little over-enthusiastic in liking me, that's a bit cruel. So I hopped on Fallout with him, and a couple hours in, here comes Sly. I haven't really talked to Sly much lately because he hasn't been on 76, he seems to understand thay barrier of just being gaming buddies. He joined up with us, and Sly is very outspoken, he tends to talk a lot so Anthony was very quiet for the, I dunno, 30 minutes we were all teamed up together, until suddenly Anthony pms me that Sly is super annoying so he's leaving the game. And it's just kinda childish, in my opinion. Is Sly kinda loud and annoying? Yes xD In fact, when Anthony left, Sly asked me, "Tell me truthfully, why'd he suddenly leave?" And I told him. Cause not only did Anthony mention how annoying he finds Sly, but he also mentioned like 5 times that Sly was "cursing too much."
Anthony... you are probably the most uncool person I've ever met xD like, really? I dunno. If you wanna be my friend, you don't have to like my other friends, but don't be a little bitch about it. I didn't realize we were all 12 years old, watch your fucking language, fellas. We're in a game, mercilessly shooting shit, and you're offended by the prolific use of the word "fuck"?
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